Twenty Thousand Hit Bullshit. The Joy is in Reaching the ONE you have something to say to..why Shut that down? its ultimate gift..

I have literally been too depressed since april to write...big fat why bother. Big fat ass.

Just read some of this babl for the first time in, ever, IM not a person to worry about typos in notes to myself and one day when the stories are all put together I will have my justice...its all I have left ...I write as if I have food poisoning of the head, seriously for my own notes to self, with which I plan to clean up at a later date, or someone else will......Im not on top of it because so many of the shitty people I write about lately I would rather forget about than worry about typos for example...does that make sense? Because although I know these 20,000 hits are somewhat artificially generated because of some of the stats Ive seen...the beauty of bloggng is that only Stacey really needs to read the post below to know exactly what Im so upet about....as sloppy as it is I feel better knowing she knows exactly what she did...along with Dianna and a few others I look forward to never thinking about after this sentence...omg a typos! can we get her on that? I cant wait to eat her alive...thats what most people have going on inside...glad I didnt realize it as fully as I do now that Im old...thank god I guess.

I can't remember if I did an IP analysis of this first post below in attached (from one of my message boards, but since everyone knows lawyers rarely email, the post was probably a lawyer thinking he or she was being clever..or it could have been chris r or the Bolls or Lipko very likely...sounds almost like...but dont pretend to know....just have it today 7 yrs later to try to explain what people have been putting me through all these years based on pure unadulterated hatred..for no reason...The only thing Im ashamed of in my life is the amount of water I waste and paper towels I use and a couple fo stupid things I said but have asked forgiveness from the people themselves (cowards go to only god now that I think of it)...

Notes to self...but how cool that they are read by stacey. (sadly facebook lost its balls...the perfect forum to hash stuff out! Why not? because someone with bigger secrets and most of the money took over? Or the police took it over and just like the tired lazy minded parent who relies on "BECAUSE I SAID SO!!!" to rule the home people think they'd rather be censored-shockingly such cowardice) Anyway I know  because of the treatment by the safety in numbers mentality at odp that they know...along with getting a warning from fb for writing to Stacey and John "How dare you!" Imagine? Instead f just writing ANYTHING AT ALL back they insted go to have you banned from fb! As if you deserver to die on the internet! NO more fun for you! Internet jail for you! The poeple who think like this are sadly SO many....this I have realized to late in life maybe....I need to say this stuff because Ive been made to feel in my life I need to protect myself from a MACHINE of lies...

Although I may sound like Im brutally attacking someone, in fact they have hurt me deeply to the point that I am so at the end of my rope I am literally dismayed, beyond dismayed. I was healthier at teh age of 46 than I was in my twenties or at least just as healthy...yet a community of yoga teachers will organize their stories to give everything they have, even their souls because they lie, everything and anything just to wrestle with my integrity. My integrity which is in ICU at this point....but if you're feeling my arrogance? Its just a refusal to be extinguished by the pettiest people on the planet. No way. That just doesnt make sense....so petty, so hateful, so backwards, so incapable of a simple acknowldegement, so stupidly stubborn you have no choice but to rip them apart on a page...like Stacey story below. As I was reading it months later I barely understood what I was saying...it's more of a note to self, because its important enough to write about CLEARLY one day. Because those women in that scenario are worthy of the petri dish-so at least a mention of injustice serves to stave off some of the brokenheartedness. Supposedly some kid threatened the local school where I live to the point it became statewide news...but according to some of the kids in the school no one knows who this kid is. Do parents tell their kids to say that to avoid conversation about it? A culture based on so many lies its impossible not to rationalize some lies as not being short paths to darkness...the darkness everyone claims they want to move away from...but are stuck in seeing "light" as color. They'll say light is yellow. Then remember yellowish white, then remember just white representing nothingness...imagine a policing mindset that polices the words on the age...whats scary about Big Brother isnt the watching whats scary is the unconsciously, political, and self serving ways human beings prey on each other like hunters..I find it amazing that I get in trouble for photographng or writing about bad shit in my life when it gets in my way....I would never go out of my way to tread on anyone's choices, or privacy lightly. Even the poeple who piss me off. I recently have been getting dissed by the wheel chair bound and mentally retarded....and I need to worry about them finding this on their own? Or because SOMEONE ELSE who hates me is conspiring and would actually fall into this trap of making sure feelings get hurt because theyre just that stupid....r, s, if youre reading this hang in there-you know what Im saying....its all love in the end.

I write online as if Im 8 years old writing in the little dime store My Diaries with the teeny golden key security of any bobby pin. The most important thing I learned in college was how joyous life can be by not having any secrets. This scares people more often than I ever would have imagined I think because so many people have built their glass menageries, and with their children indirectly involved-they can behave like wild animals. That's natural but what is not natural is their refusal to not always go to the fight-more on that later . People use their children like shields when it suits them but then abuse them through so much parental denial.

How ridiculous would it be for anyone to want to shut me up? I have so many typos because I really do not give a shit if anyone reads my diary as much as

I felt this overbearing need to explain a few things however, because the only joy in getting older is to watch younger people's thought processes forming....feeling like if it is this simple...how could it not be fixable.

The dreams I had for my life....for the past 45 years I have been keeping records of some sort....maybe its from overwhelming (and chronic) feelings of loneliness. How could I not be fascinated with the pure evil that oozes out of a school teachers heart and make art out of it...ask, invite her and everyone to analyze? To ask why. Because if the question, the problem gets addressed and answer is not only possible. The answer is inherent in the question.

The Ugliest Women of My Life

I caught this witch named "Stacey" who has a dog named Juneau at the dog park today playing double talk games, inspiring catty conversation about the botox vericosed veined barbie doll named Dianna only to turn atound and tell Dianna that I was bad mouthing her, as if on my own...it was true I was saying mean things so at first I thought mayeb I deserved to be snagged Im not usually like that-I mean sure Ill tear any whore a new one who deserves it but, there was something weird about the fake way this balding woman with hair extensions roams around the park and gets men to gather round...we were laughing about getting old, and how preferable it was to not care than to look like that...Stacey and I both...Stacey more tan me! But then I slowly figured out the "leak" was Dianna hrself....

it was funny when today the woman who was sitting nearby when we had our bitch on Dianna conversation was there again today I tried to ask her in as unweird a way as possible if she had actually done this...she looked SHOCKED, confused, angry, almost scared(?) claimed she was clueless as to what I was talking about....I profusely apologized so as to put it to rest. "Stacey must have been the one by herself then" I said to myself.....as I was leaving I happened to turn around and caught the 2 of them laughing! These are people in 40s 50s actually this old bitch was definitely in her 70s....SO today Stacey is the Bullyofthemonth and will get the internet file ...Ill have to research her little busioness in croton as a preschool teacher I think she said...Just like Wendy Weisberg babysitting dogs in black moldy dank apartments...Stacey I wonder if she teaches little kids these kid of adult head games....that everyone plays...For wantng nothing to do with I suffer...Im ostracized so they can back stab me as I turn to leave..peacfully.....knowing just how right I am. Right as Raina.

Xolito

So this chick gives me a homeless xolo, asks me to take care of it for a week... I have barely had it 3-4 days...Yesterday she was asking me "What did you name it..." I thought she's tricking me into falling in love with it. Because it's still a puppy, it is a lot of work and Im not sure Im physically going to be able to keep up. My back was so on fire this morning the hopelessness of never getting better sets in like harsh reality of end of life...IM HAVING THIS DOG TAKEN AWAY FROM BABYSITTING FOR IT BECAUSE OF THIS PHOTO!!!!!!! God give me strength!

But here's the thing...yesterday I was thinking she knew I would be a sucker for wanting to keep this dog (that she told me 5 people so far have dumped including herself, referring to it as fucktard dumdum unruly, not well behaved....she sounded like she hated it...but Ive been telling her how much I love it, how much fun IM having with it and now she SUDDENLY needs to take it away from me prematurely-wow....its just an example of what people do to each other every day ...over so many differnet things......I figured there was a little affectionado in the name calling...but I owe this girl big time on top of...well anyway...so here I am baby clothes, onesie,completely head over heals in love with this little amazing dinosaur dog....and just now I get hatemail from her for this photo abaove because as she claims I was "teaching it bad behavior". It hit me how common this is, Wendy, Jane Karsch simply how ridiculous MOST people are...how quickly they resort to total destrucion mode on my already destroyed life simply because I talked back, or stood up to their egomaniacle choice to control to the death...I became overwhelmed by this realization of their need to deliberately hurt me.  That if I were to simply react the wrong way, wrong choice of words with this emotionally stunted person she would want to rip this dog out of my arms for the SOLE purpose of hurting me, no concern fro dog's emotional tyrauma, under the pretense of being concerned I dont know better than to let a puppy, a child for god's sake reach onto a stove? In the photo to which she is referring I had just sewn this onesie he has on and so for taking an adorable photo one after another and snapping this one too....think about it? Why  would my "friend" assume that I posed him there, or had to put a treat there on purpose? Obviously its a stove, he's exploring...and of course Ive only told him 3500 times in 3 days to get off ALL the counters in the kitchen...but she's upset because she texted me all week telling me he "cant be trusted in bed not to pee (all over the place he pees" she said) and that "he's a pooping machine"....I went out and bought drop clothes for entire apt....anyway the point is This dog IS not this way with me....maybe because I am not a disgusting person who lives in the excrement of dozens of animals at once, confusing any animal on where he might think about relieving himself....come on? Peeing on her feet in bed she said. Thats disgusting because SHE is disgusting. This is her apartment around the corner from me - people actually pay her to board there dogs there! Mean while her nasty landlady told her that I m "bad news"...maybe because I write about scum of the earth so openly...and yet ironically i get in touble for calling them on their bs...whatever dont care anymore Im done...congrats Jane you won! MY lief is over...how does it feel? You feel good to see a good person destroyed. Your son must be so proud.

Wendy Weisberg's Last Apartment in Westchester County. She blamed the landlord for the black mold she held animals in. But I give a cookie to a puppy ACO threatens to arrest me. Right.

This pup was so magical, SO healing I had been sharing with her how much fun Ive been having...instead of being happy that the dog learned to sit and lay down yesterday with me....she will insult me as if I dont have enough sense to know not to keep him safe every second...Im only a 10,000xs better nurturer than her but she's on this kick to hurt me....and I realize people do this each others childen! I am SO glad I have never had to enduire the psychotic busllshit perant put each other thru...the vindictive shit I can only imagine....so here I am feeling better one minute about life...and boom...this wioman who had a cre of friends all into s&m mentality with each other.

when I was asking her about whether its true they need suncreen and or bathing regularly she didnt care a lick about that...left me to my own googling to figure it out...but she sees one cute pic....and wants to pick a fight (come on who wouldnt be insulted by the suggestion they would be as retarded as to train an animal to juump up on a STOVE for fux sake?) There was a crumb! He found it! But she wants to pick a fight over a pssing moment, she's deliberately trying to  insult..and why? Because I was happy? I am SURROUNDED by stupid backward people who depend on fighting to feel anything at all I just realized......and now that Im processing some weird things sadi over past few days...one mad saying his but looks like____ andother woman taking close up photos of it...I realize child moletsors probably want to mess with these dogs...they are natural cuddle bunnies....I want to play mom with it! Is that worse or just as bad in some people's opinion? I felt value in teaching this puppy , potty y=training it....only one accident so far an dthat was within his first hour of arrival....this "dog trainer" ois more worried about retarded raina keeping this dog happy and healthy and looking good for it...because why? I wont BOTHER speculating.....any more than I already have...but what I DO mean to insinuate is this is exactly what Joanie Mitchell means when she sings "Its the jealousy, the greed is the unraveling its the unraveling and it undoes ALL THE JOY THAT COULD BE".....I hate hate. I mean within 45 minutes of telling her to back down a little...she sends me her "final" decision on where she thinks the dog should go...its ALL such a head game frankly Im not going to pretend I really get it....other than its mean its cruel...and NOTHING is ever what It seems...youd think "animal people" have best interests of animal at heart but really its ALL a game of survival...and like the type A crazy lady I met a couple fo days ago over rescuing a street cat...she 's SO ready to FISH her ass off...looking for vulnerbailities to use against me for whatever warped ego fest she's having with herself...i mean HONESTLY she was scolding me for putting kibble an dsuch out for the cat once in a while....I told her I wished I could afford to take it to vert and help it out more...but THERE that is EXACTLY where the disrespectful judgement begins...when she offers to pay for the vet bills herself-I think to myself"sure why not ok I will join this cat care group"...but no....then she goes and talk to Robin Bolls who she just adopted a cat out to and cant wait to compare notes!!! THAT is why North Korea wants to take shots at a country so full of obese hypocrisy.....ALL i have to offer even with NOTHING is more than these idiots combined because my heart os more pure than they could ever imagine their heads so full of the ptsd from theoir alku childhoods? I dunno I only recognize the shame....the sadness....and how ironically easy it could be if people kept their egos in check especially when they got NOTHING to be egotistical about...IM looking at this little love muffin now....in my empty life....and being told she's going to rip him out of my arms...the ONLY reason I took him in first place was because she said she would pay me $400 to keep him till someone came along to rescue, first some bs about them being on vacation then she said she hadnt decided yet...all I know is I was taking it day by day and trying to feel healing for everyone involved, certainly the dog most of all....but poeple have trouble seeing to dog's bst interests being put first ...wow....lol disgusting people taking away any little thing I might remotely start to excel at ....unreal.....omg......I had suggested to her yesterday I keep him for maybe as long as it takes to find him perfect place, or until my back gives out...but she prefers to hate me, look down on me, would never work side by side...so fkn full of her inept self as...you reading this? Dont. It aint for you.-not talking to you-figuring out why EVERYTHIUNG in the world needlessly suffers because stupidity and ego get in the way -such a shame.......its just about figuring out humanity in order to come up with answers...tahts my contribution-meanwhiel I feel like I have maybe a few monts  to live my body is in so much pain...and I told her I was feeling those supposed "healing powers" on my arthriris...felt them before I read about them....But I cant afford health insurance why? BECAUSE POEPLE DONT GOVE A SHIT ABOUT EACH OTHER EVEN WHEN IT ALL COULD BE SO EFORTLESS SO SIMPLE.......dont flatter yourself W...The xolo should be protected from molestors....I wouldnt put it past her to look for some priest...look I KNOW this sounds gross...but if you cant talk about it it will never get fixed.....this dog is like a little monkey, almost human like in its emotions....makes me feel this incredible magical healing....I know I can love it better than anyone, care for it, protect it...but I wont be allowed because I cant afford a vert if nything happened etc...and so these egomaniacle asshols play this game with each others heads...Had a glimpse....people are sick fkers. Ironic....Nothing but love to offer...but poeple WANT to see me full on fail at this point....yoga....dogs....amazing.....

The puppy was taken from my loving arms, from its pajamas, warm bed with me to ciddle with feeding it sweet potatoes and playing with it all day to a cage in a neurotic woman's home while she is out of tonw to April 19th! Should I get MORE of a compelx from this?  I desrve thsi why? !!!!

Dear Joshua Kartsch

I was thinking about North Korea this morning, and while passing by my TV heard Senator Schumer rambling on with the usual empty cliche rhetoric they always seem to repeat, specifically that the situation needs  US to "put more pressure on Korea" blah blah blah....I mean how hard could it possibly be to at least acknowledge what drives people bullistic? Usually, if not always its about money, poverty....and of course the injustice that goes alone with that.

Why would the US after all these decades of going to war usually fo rthe wrong reasons STILL have politicians playing same evil game? How hard does it alwasy have to be to self depricate a little? Admit when something just got out of hand...admit responsibility etc..

Define "staying strong"? its all just talk that poeple have come to expect the politicians to repeat otherwise it might take people away from thinking about how miserable life is becoming with the kinds of work available to most....but let me get to the real subject at hand, your mom.

Ive gone a little bit nuts in reacting to what SHE started with me online it might appear? But do you understand that I was just a nice person dependent on "work study" to even be able to afford doing yoga? See how that makes me a target of not quite being the fancy lady with DR husbands that your mom depends on to keep business growing? How the slightest misundersyanding could be blown into some endless pissing match of will? Or why do you think she only has ever had after the fact occurrences to refer to in complaining about me, when she has gone so incredibly out of her way to not only destroy my chance at career and family during a critical time in my life at the age of 46 barely holding on financially, socially....I borrowed ALL that money it cost to go to taining and was rendered virtually unable to work because she decided it was important she tell as many studios in tri state area as she could that I was "dangerous"...I plugged away determined to just be a good teacher....but when you dont have money it only takes mildly pissing off the wrong person and they CLING to any available gossip....ff to dec 2010 to get me out of their equation without reimbursing me one dime in fl Bikram studio situation... guess what the police report down their reads? "Known to be a dangerous person not believed to have weapons on her at this time"...IM sure youre a smart kid? Can you see how these abuses are connected?

If not let's travel back in time to my years as a virtual middle class princess growing up in Croton. So blessed with the world at my feet well into my early thirties, even after my family had out home ripped out from under us by a real estate killer named Karas...I survived my family loosing our home, travelling abroad with nothing more than money I was able make from summer jobs in 1983...anyway I survived rape, police beating over $1.25 subway token....I never even spoke to a cop until well into my 30s....a princess without money but a princess nonetheless..never realized how much the girls in HS all hated me because I'd get multiple invites to every prom for 4 years by the guys everybody wanted to know...as pathetically braggert as that sounds? Im just trying to figure out where words like "no weapons at this time" originate from. The answer is from lying knts like your mom.

SO how about you and I make a deal? How about I promise to never speak a word about your mom every again if you send me an email explaining to me specifically what made your mom do the following:
1) Threaten me with a lawyer when I didnt answer her call to update a schedule change on website Id made her within 24 hrs of asking me. A 20 page website by the way she talks about ADORING in multiple emails.
2) What made her cal YogaSpa and threaten to say bad things about me on my very first day of work (on salary as opposed to work study) there? God knows how many times she called Jaqui to tunr her off of me. But just really what kind of full grown adult does that? What was she so bitter about? I hadnt had a chance to call her a cunt at that point. That would still be almosyt a year later and yet...
3) She filed a police report with the Yrktown PD according to her lawyer Mr Wolf because of a Photo (this oe below also cc'd to a few other Bikrma people) that "alarmed her so much she contacted YPD..." But there was no mention of any vulgarity or anything else fo that matter that she CLAIMED happened later (I use the word "cunt at least 100 times a day " now as it best expresses anger so well etc..
4) Why would she tell Bikram HQ that I "altered" this police report in which the cop seems to have poo poo'd her bullshit attempts at causing trouble for me. Although unsuccessful in her desire to see me incarcerated (for loosing 54 pounds so easily when she couldnt? Honestly shallow jealosuy is all Ive ever been able to come up with?)

Oh but surely youve read some of it? Its endless....So I ask you? How is a woman who is nedlessly screwed out of being able to try to have a family and make money supposed to act?  I mean in a world rampant with freaks and savages ripping unborn children out of women's wombs or 1st grade classrooms being slaughtered  so senselessly etc....Your mom define's me as "dangerous"? Think about how many asholes like her waste police time with this petty vindictive shit?

brb battery dying

but if not brb just email me (anywhere) tyr water@crotondam.com and give me ONE real answer and I promise to stop.....bevause for what she did to me? I plan to one day own her Yorktown studio as payment for wasting all these years of my life with her studipity and hate

Today's Take 5 Lottery Numbers: 9-10-11-12-13

Ok so actually they were 9-10-11-17-20. But notice how no one asks they NJ winner of last historical Powerball a few days ago if his numbers were chosen randomly or any particular meaning? Or was it more likely a 'Quick Pick" (Obviously) WHo would pick 31 twice and sequence 52 and 53? The fact that no one even dare goes there is just proof something is up.

Then of course March 20th numbers also just as glaringly fixed: 13-14-15 and even 17 in this case may has well be 16. How doe sno one notice this? Ther eis no way that everytime I buy a lottery ticket I always get quick pick an dI ALWAYS get 2-3 numbers in sequence. Even four. You want to return it its so insulting...until you start to notice even the winners have the same digi-lottery lack of random...

 

No one questions it and the TV netowkr down play sthe science of the odds being more astronomical than they want to admit...why? BRB

Or was it more likely a 'Quick Pick" (Obviously) Again? Who would pick 31 twice and sequence 52and 53 AND on top of that win? No one. Its fixed. Ask teh accountants in charge i fyou can figure out wher ethey are:

Gorgeously Written Karma Hey Bikram? Less to do with Sex then the Careless Idiocy that Cost People Much More than Money

When I ran out of Bikram's hotel room in a hurry so as "not be late for class" I'd hoped he would think of me as a person who didnt sleep around. I sssumed that would work for me not against me, alwasy thought it was only the Jane interference that caused the problems...But in recognizing the same thinsg said, teh said behaviors towards me (and I am a door mat compared to Sara Baughn I know which is another reason I never expected anyone to believe me)and frankly never would have believed Bikram to be such an idiot-truly must be a moron to do this to so many people-or so full of hate I have trouble believing he was physically violent but would believe Sara's story when I think about the amount of pain and suffering that I KNOW has gone on-all so needlessly.....But anyway... Go Sara. Full support.

http://www.pdf-archive.com/2013/03/19/lawsuit/lawsuit.pdf

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 RELATIONSHIPS 11. CIVIL CONSPIRACY 12. DEFAMATION [CALIFORNIA CIVIL CODE § 44] 13. INTENTIONAL INFLICTION OF EMOTIONAL DISTRESS 14. NEGLIGENT INFLICTION OF EMOTIONAL DISTRESS 15. NEGLIGENCE 16. NEGLIGENT SUPERVISION AND HIRING 17. UNLAWFUL NON-COMPETE AGREEMENT [BUSINESS AND PROFESSIONS CODE § 16600 ET SEQ.] 18. CLAIM FOR DECLARATORY AND INJUNCTIVE RELIEF REQUEST FOR JURY TRIAL AMOUNT IN CONTROVERSY EXCEEDS $25,000 Plaintiff SARAH BAUGHN complains against Defendants BIKRAM CHOUDHURY, BIKRAM’S YOGA COLLEGE OF INDIA, L.P., and DOES 1-25as follows. NATURE OF THE ACTION 1. This is a sex-based discrimination and sexual harassment case where Plaintiff is being discriminated against as a woman, because she did not and will not submit to Defendant Bikram Choudhury’s repeated demands for sex, and because she successfully fought him off when he sexually assaulted her. As a result, Plaintiff was punished and threatened, including with implicit economic reprisals if she were to discuss or report the sexual assault, and was not permitted to reach the highest levels of her profession. 2. To this very day, Defendant Bikram Choudhury and others have engaged in a campaign of civil conspiracy, unfair competition, and tortious interference that began when Plaintiff was denied her rightful, judge-determined title as International Champion in 2008 because she refused Mr. Choudhury’s demand to have sex with him. This conspiracy continues to the present when she has been prevented from teaching seminars or advanced classes because of her past and continuing refusal to have sex with her guru. Other people who have either submitted to Mr. -2COMPLAINT FOR DAMAGES AND DECLARATORY AND INJUNCTIVE RELIEF 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 Choudhury’s sexual advances or provided him with women for sex have been permitted to teach such classes. 3. As a direct consequence of these unlawful acts, Plaintiff has suffered economic, consequential, and other damages, all to her detriment. Defendants’ actions forced Plaintiff to hire attorneys and file suit and she, therefore, has incurred substantial attorneys’ fees and costs. PARTIES 4. Plaintiff SARAH BAUGHN (hereinafter, “Sarah,” “Sarah Baughn” or “Plaintiff”) was a resident of San Francisco, California in the County of San Francisco or Vista, California in the County of San Diego at all times material to this complaint. Sarah Baughn is a young woman who is fully qualified and certified by Defendants Bikram Choudhury (hereinafter, “Choudhury” or “Defendant Choudhury”) and Bikram’s Yoga College of India, L.P. (hereinafter, “Yoga College.”) to teach “Bikram Yoga” which is a type of Hatha Yoga practiced in rooms heated to 105 degrees Fahrenheit. 5. Defendant Choudhury is an individual and a resident of Beverly Hills, California in the County of Los Angeles at all times material to this complaint. 6. Defendant Rajashree Choudhury is an individual and a resident of Beverly Hills, California in the County of Los Angeles at all times material to this complaint. 7. Defendant Yoga College was a California Limited Partnership (California Secretary of State No. 200223100010) and operated in the City and County of Los Angeles at all times material to this complaint. Plaintiff is informed and believed that Defendant Choudhury treats the corporation as his “alter ego” rather than as a separate entity, and that upholding the corporate entity and allowing Choudhury to escape personal liability for its actions would sanction a fraud or promote an injustice. 8. The true names and capacities, whether individual, corporate, associate or otherwise, of Defendants Does 1 through 50, are unknown to Plaintiff, who therefore sues said Defendants by such fictitious names. Plaintiff will amend this Complaint by inserting the true names and capacities of each such Defendant, with appropriate charging allegations, when they are -3COMPLAINT FOR DAMAGES AND DECLARATORY AND INJUNCTIVE RELIEF 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 ascertained. Plaintiff is informed and believes and thereon alleges that each of the Defendants designated herein as a “Doe” is responsible in some manner for the injuries suffered by Plaintiff and for damages proximately caused by the conduct of each such Defendant as herein alleged. 9. Plaintiff is informed and believes and thereon alleges that at all times material to this Complaint, Defendant and each of the defendants fictitiously named in this Complaint, in addition to acting for himself, herself or itself, and on his, her or its own behalf individually, is and was acting as the agent, servant, employee and representative of, and with the knowledge, consent and permission of, and in conspiracy with each and all of the defendants and within the course, scope and authority of that agency, service, employment, representation and conspiracy. Plaintiff further alleges on information and belief that the acts of each of the defendants were fully ratified by each and all of the defendants. Specifically, and without limitation, Plaintiff alleges on information and belief that the actions, failures to act, breaches, conspiracy and misrepresentations alleged herein and attributed to one or more of the specific defendants were approved, ratified and done with the cooperation and knowledge of each and all of the defendants. 10. The allegations of this Complaint stated on information and belief are likely to have evidentiary support after a reasonable opportunity for further investigation and discovery. VENUE 11. Venue is proper because Defendant Yoga College is a limited partnership that is doing business, or has done business during the times related herein, in the City and County of Los Angeles. 12. Defendant Bikram Choudhury, individually and as a managing agent of Defendant Yoga College, committed acts causing harm to Plaintiff primarily in the State of California. CONTINUING VIOLATIONS 13. The wrongful acts and omissions giving rise to the Defendants’ liability in this action commenced in our about Spring 2005 and have been and are “continuing” in nature as of the date of filing this Complaint. Plaintiff reserves the right to amend this Complaint as new and additional facts and claims arise or become known to Plaintiff. -4COMPLAINT FOR DAMAGES AND DECLARATORY AND INJUNCTIVE RELIEF

Patricia Fischer's Email Example of the Hate Bandwagon

You can hear how perfectly cordial Patty andI were in our phone conversation just a month prior to this email from her...exagerating for example join Byoga Yorktown, BYoga Bronx.." AS IF this makes the list any longer than simply JANE CUNTSCH!!!!

As IF I was allowed to just be the "person everyone likes" and get on with my life! AS IF I was just writing emails for fun? Give me a break. These abusers are SO full of crap it's not funny one bit. Give anyone 2 guesses as to what the subject of "Greg" was about. Hint: It was less a "thorny one" than a "horny one".....if you dont offer free "love" they worry you will tell....and TEHN the birth of th einternet to expose...not so much the PATHETIC sexual deviance as much as the power struggle with it...how they use it against people. I want to offer up any help I can as I witness to Sara Baughn's case.

 

Real Time Proof of Jane's Connection to Florida Lock Out

Orlando , Ossining, Bronx, Santa Ana, Springdale ALL at the same time within minutes of each other on my site indicates people talking no?

"It's Been SO Quiet"

Think about it? If "its been SO quiet"? Then why? "So quiet" she says so smugly "oh yes dear I was going to call to chat, just to say hi...but it's been so quiet..."  (as it always was-and please try to keep in mind that she and I never ever spoke again, never even saw each other after parting ways around May-June 2006, barely an email and NOT ONE PHONE CALL for years and years and yet she has consistently continued to try to involve police at least 3 times since December 2006. Four if you want to include her indirect involvement in Titusville.  Oh wait thats right she called me the day they hired me at Yoga spa in elmsford...interfering with my ability to work...but she gets away with this why? Because I dont matter to who?

Again from June 2006 to Decemeber 2006 not one word uttered between and barely an email. What started this entire thing? Her answer will end up being some fucked up thing that her piece of shit family perhaps did to her growing up perhaps? Because I NEVER DID A GD THING.

So what did I do to make Jane Kartsch discuss with HQ whether I be allowed to continue becoming amazingly healthy, happy and make a living. What had I done at that point that would make her DESTROY someone's tiny window fo opportunity to heal their bodies from cancer say? Lyme's disease? I wrote about physical pain I was feeling back then to Bikram (HQ) and begging him to please just disregard what Jane had impressed upon him...did someone else fill Jane's head with this fear of me being "dangerous"? Well someone needs to ask her and someone will get this idiot to explain so that I can move on. This is the hate that leads to hungry people hurting each other. I just got a call from a friend who said they would lend me $20 to keep my bank from being overdrawn. Not 3 minutes after was cable co calling me for the 10th time in 3 days to remind me I owe them $20. No exaggeration. How much you wanna bet there is robotic software that can listen in because its not human per se in order to collecet a debt? Imagine? he tv cable company needing my $20 so bad it has to spy? Sound far fetched? I hope so...but everytime theyve called I am not exaggerating theyve hung up on my call at a different points in menu choice selections everytime-in fact sounding more human than .. anyway the point is everyone is so hard up that people start doing desperate things....and as its all one big ball of mess I put that poor sleeping littl ebaby in his stroller shot in the head on Jane's conscience for spreading a little poverty based on hate you may has well spread it all....there needs to be a war on stupidty more than anything else...no more politesse. I spit in Jane Kartsch's face, at this point even if she were to apologize. I think she is so soul-less I would never be able to believe her.  The state should intervene and make her ackowledge what she did to me, then award me the yorktown studio. Oh but then how would Jane be able to pay her bills? Oh thats right her husband/slave boy can really support them as he always has. Im sure the Bronx one makes more money. SImply because there are more people....and she should keep that one because that is where she is from.

Dear Yorktown

It would appear that people who have casual sexual relationship with Bikram ar ethe one's who have the opportunity to "win" in his little yoga monopoly buisness game. EVERYONE knows that Bikram is lik ethis (as his accuser says in NYPost article). I heard the same words out his his mouth myself. Did I try to threaten him? Blackmail him? Or did I simply spend 5-6 years TRYING to WORK? Trying to stay HEALTHY. and yet as laet as last September 2012 Jane Kartsch STILL sending you to my door to talk to me.  I have so many emails to prove what a witch seh is its hard to pick the best ones to bore people with. Please see the hypocrisy. Thank you for your understanding and patience as always. Raina

Sound Familiar? Filed in LA Superior Court Against Bikram

I MUST find the email Jane Kartsch sent me in 2006 where she says she wants to introduce me to a friend of hers who's a "bit short and bald, but if you like each other you could maybe just have sex at least :)" This is the culture within Bikram yoga sort of orgiastic...I just always tried to stay clear and not judeg as long as no one was getting hurt...but now I realize this is another way of defining what Jane meant by calling me "dangerous" that I would expose them for what they are. Certianly after theyve forced me to loose everything, after years of not saying anything you'll notice on Twitter and here about a year ago I started talking...and Ive always said I still love the yoga and its Bikram's self centered stupidty that gets in the way. I was surprised to hear that he was a sviolent as he was with her....but when I think bout all the times I tried t get anwswers for the sole purpose of being allowed to get on with my life and career....the thing is its not about being sexually molested, its about being passed over, about affecting one's financial life. I do know a 16 year old that Bikram hit on back in 1994. She claims nothing happened although he purued her relentlessly too...she tells the story that Rajashree (Bikram's wife) Emmy and another woman were there to make sure she didnt fall for Bikram's declaration of "love"....Bikram is the type to kill ove these stories..so maybe I should be a little more careful .... oh thats right. Im dead anyway.

I have nothing against Bikram yoga as a practice. But here at Blisstree, we’ve written several times about the all-around sketchiness of Bikram founder Bikram Choudhury. Today, there’s even more evidence as to why this guy is supremely skeevy: he’s been hit with a sexual harassment suit.

Sarah Baughn, a Bikram teacher and competitive yogi filed the suit earlier this month in Los Angeles Superior Court. She alleges that Choudhury “picked her as a favorite” and propositioned her for sex as early as 2005. The New York Post writes of the situation:

“My wife is such a bitch, you have no idea,” pony-tailed, Speedo-sporting Bikram Choudhury allegedly told protégé Sarah Baughn in a bid to get her into bed. “She is terrible to me. She is so mean. You have to save me.”

Baughn reportedly avoided both Bikram and his wife, Rajashree (who helps run the Bikram company) but kept taking classes, eventually becoming a Bikram yoga teacher. She also competed in Bikram yoga championships, where Choudhury continued to harass her, supposedly rigging one 2008 competition so she came in second. At one point, says the Post,  Choudhury allegedly

“pushed the star student “down toward the floor after pulling her arm and leg apart and opening her body” where he “pressed his body into hers and began whispering sexual things [until] she collapsed into sobs.””

I know that Bikram has been an amazing and transformative yoga practice for many, many people around the world, including Sarah Baughn. But that doesn’t mean that bad things can’t be associated with it, too. I can’t imagine how difficult it must have been for Baughn to receive unwanted sexual attention from the founder of a yoga movement that she obviously truly believed in, the leader of a community she valued and trusted. That’s a seriously awkward and disturbing situation to find yourself in,  no matter how much you love yoga.

Honestly, the more I hear about Bikram the man, the more I come to despise him (he was also sued last year by a woman who said he made inappropriate and sexually lewd comments to her).  It sounds like he often abuses his power and prestige as a means to get what he wants, whether that be sex, money, or copyrights on his yoga poses. I really hope he gets what’s coming to him: karma.

Photo of Sarah Baughn from Sarah Baughn on YouTube

Read more: http://www.blisstree.com/2013/03/21/fitness/yoga/bikram-choudhury-lawsuit/#ixzz2OD9FMm32

Bikram Choudhoury: Misdirected

When I first heard Bikram's sardonic voice say the words "Welcome to my torture chamber" I heard someone just kidding around, just trying to distract from my own mind telling me to quit. I heard love and concern and caring...because I had experienced the greatest, most miraculous boost to my health ever in my life by doing this yoga almost everyday for a year before I went to his  training....so what went wrong? For most of my entire adult life Ive never operated with more than $20,000 to my name, and usually less than half of that. Ive ended up begging, borrowing and stealing whatever I can to try to stay affloat financially not because Im a crack head idiot, but because I naively believed that if I was as honest as I possibly could be with people as I walk thru life-it could only be a good thing right? More like ya right. I stayed strong for the majority but I admit I have started to loose it gradually-the irony just so heavy, mostly because it just didnt have to be. Thast what makes me crazy...all the pain hurled my way when it just simply didnt have to be that way. I had so much promise, so much to do, so much to offer....but the cut throat mentality still rules. Bikram in some ways wize enough to know this-acts accordingly...there I go again naively assuming a yoga guru would be a tad more spiritual than that...at least enough to smell unfounded gossip when it found his nose...but like a bullying kid he jumps right into the cut throatedness. He claims to just stand back and watch...but about a year ago I STOPPED rationalizing and defending him. My life is now over, along with my shot health BECAUSE of the evil minded mean spirited shallow people who congregate around him-oh ya they put on a good show for sure...how stupid was I to believe the emphasis was really about health...his wife Raj puts on a GREAT show about the science and the medical side of their yoga, but get her off stage and she's 24/7 playing into the school yard bully gossip, popularity contest too...keeping a sharp eye out for those women who make the mistake of agreeing to "massage" Bikram. My life was destroyed fro ABSOLUTELY no reason and Bikram seems to thrive on these petty gossipy ways of his girls AND boys....

.....Its a great show with doctors, dentists, former Microsoft execs (sounds more impressive than it really is as we all know) studying aryuvedic med and everyone quotes Gibran at the right time etc (btw The Prophet is a book of 26 prose poetry essays written in English by the Lebanese artist, philosopher and writer Kahlil Gibran. and of course Bikram 26 postures...anyway)

It's true! Yoga's huge presence in our world today IS a direct result of Bikram Choudhury's influence and hard work, and no doubt he has every right to claim "Hot Yoga" as his own, unfortunately however, he is too often a misdirected idiot. For 5 years I blamed everyone else around him for robbing me of the last good years I had to try to eek out a career for myself. It's a loss for everyone. I understand his intention behind copyrighting his sequence. He has every right. I think its because he wants it to work for as many people as possible-SAFELY for example. His name is on it. He too could be sued etc. But the way he goes about it is like a stupid 6 year old.  He prides himself on being good at hiding his true feelings...and so now especially seeing him on the stand giving testimony on Nightline a few weeks ago-his soul looks old and broken. Such a shame. The yoga saved my life as miraculously as a magic wand, and yet the PETTY low, misguided hatred from "the community" tortured me for 5 years (watch how Bikram HQ stands by while Bikram teachers Donna Trantham and Thailand's Moo ambush the studio they SOLD me in 2010 for $6000. No one wanted the studio because it made so little money, so they brought me down knowing I had nothing, Gave me a loan, and allowed me to work off the amount (after doubling the asking price), which I did. I was 48 years old and had NOTHING so opted to go for it-and they used my financial vulnerability against me a year later when they had a local woman cop friend of their's stand by while a locksmith chnaged MY locks. I begged the cop that she was putting me out on the street....this was COMPLETELY illegal. Evey lawyer I spoke with told me I had a case...but what would I pay with? I still have a year left on the statute of limitations-so if any good samaritan's out there would be so inclined....I half dead now anyone, can barely walk after a bad fall, body is rotting , depression of the charts.....when I went to Bikram's training it was my hope to simply make work (that I loved) for myself, maybe own a studio, maybe meet a boy, maybe have a baby, adopt, I just wanted to the basics and even in my later years was holding on after a rough life....and Bikram whipped out his dick laughing as he pissed all over my dreams, surrounded by all his whores and other materialistic self important haters....yoga my ass. Omg it kills me. It has killed me.

http://combatblog.net/?p=4442&cpage=1#comment-14238

New Article in People Magazine About Cruelty Bullying and Dieting Saboatge

I was looking at and listening to these old videos and recordings of my WORK with Dr. Joel Fuhrman. Never in my woldest dreams did I anticipate going thru so much, loosing so much, working SO hard especially that first month...to get my ass in gear to make myself healthy again, ONLY to be so savagely brutally screwed over by Yoga Kuntz Inc.

What does it mean to be a licensed Yoga Teacher anyway? New York State Licensed and PLATED Bikram Yoga Teacher....when and IF I ever want to be.

Ego Art and Jane Updates

She wishes her hall of mirrors life had so many "students"...give me a break...

But I must say Jane? If you had a "little work done" You look good (in a photo anyway).

Dear Goodby Silverstein and Partners,

Dear Goodby Silverstein and Partners,

It (the song Heavenly Day) never plays on the radio, Ive never met anyone else, ever who even KNOWS Patty Griffin, but about 2-3 weeks ago I brought my guitar to the dog park in Ossining and was singing Heavenly Day at the top of my lungs (day before inauguration to be exact) and last week I uploaded this clip I shot 20 yrs ago of a deer coming up to me while I was staying in the home of Howard DaSivla (no less) also in Ossining... so when who what when where did this idea for new chevy ad come from? I would like to be friends :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kskvatm-hvA

Hell Updated

This was written with this-forgot to post at the time:
So…Imagine you're just going about your normal business, quietly, maybe the TV is on in background, you're washing a few dishes, even in the habit at this point of tip toeing so as not to awaken the monster below. But he does wake up. Then the banging starts. You can feel the fury behind what sounds like a bat against the walls and ceiling….a virtual stranger Ive lived above for past 2 years.  It wasn't until after about 6 months he mentioned in passing how creeky the floors are in our building. The cop that lived below me for the past 10 or so years always told me he couldn't hear a thing interestingly enough…If I wake up in middle of night and need to p….I hesitate, consider how badly I have to go to risk TIPTOEING (still creeks loudly). College kids, young adults, housing projects….sure it happens….lots of people live this way. Where you can hear your neighbors fart and flush through the bathroom walls….
But see how it works…cop friend….find a reason to fight, turn it into a threat then fabricate something to follow thru on and not unlike extermination of the problem..….get you kicked out or worse…no matter you live quietly here for almost 12 years…thats what people don't understand about what its like not to have money to either protect yourself or keep you out of that kind of vulnerability

Its 10:31 pm right now and my computer just fell into couch. Sounded like it hit the wood a little….but thats all it takes for him to accuse me of "intentionally" and "violently" banging….as if to harass him…..and when I respond to that text with "You have to be kidding?" He only gets worse…


THIS is the world that creates the hate that not only kills babies slaughters, but just as bad goes on about their business like cattle as if nothing happened…but "they" want to talk about "gun control" what about bat control? What about shoe/boot control? Knife control anyone? They should call it temper control…this guy introduced himself to me as "the most laid back guy u ever wanna meet" lol? I see why he's not been allow to see his kids for 4 yrs I guess….then Ive got the 4 time felon to the back…the Christ the King school teacher-instigator to the other side….It's dangerous to be an aging single woman. At least when you're younger they fein respect in hope of getting in your pants…old age they'll just eat you alive any chance they get.

 Imagine what it would be like if on a friday night at 10-11pmish the extension chord you use to charge cell phone fell from your hand and hit the side of a metal basket...making a resounding ding sound...really not so loud...but the neighbor below hears every damn step you take. Every one of your tipping toes...did I write about this already? People are so in the habit of compromising for mediocrity soon it will be a crime just for looking at a school cop the wrong way...... o my god. Im sitting quietly typing hear, almost soundless keyboard, and my elbow just hit the remote for TV and almost crashed onto floor...the thought literally scares the fk our of me. This guy describes himself as "The most easy going guy in the world.."

Its been consuming me for past 10 days or so, because I texted him sort of to try to buffer, or prepare him for my so called 'putting my foot down and explain to him how the stress is eating at my bones LITERALLY.

But the thing is...the point is everybody lies. Every last one of us. For years I spent not lying ever as if it were some kind of game (for lack of a better word) with god...to see how far I could go in the name of trusting what was happening as much as possible just by observing...practice turning off my judgment, came pretty naturally, quickly......Im falling asleep like the old lady I am...will attempy to write tomorrow....

Somehow this was all supposed to tie into another attempt at explaining the toll taken on my health earlier...

Mark McNair Crawford. Is he son of yonkers murderer Lucious Crawford? He lived below the Bolls with guns-but the Bolls call the poloice on me. Just like Jane Kartsch-wasting time, throwing police off their game with petty bs?

I used to think gangsters like asshole felon downstairs were the problem...but Jane and Robin just as bad-in fact WORSE with their lies than this egomaniacle idiot. This video link shows what I was trying to escape from with yoga training.....Ghetto ass ugly moron peopel who only know how to fight (and kill) because thats what I bring out in them just by breathing? ...will re write this...but link below reminds me of my life for past 12-13 yrs....in hell...literally unable to wash a few dishes without making the slightest sound....and my latest enemy (son of a retired cop....will I be killed off to relieve his psychosis?) THATS the world we live in not because of the rare (alleged) Adam Lanza's or set up James Holmes, but because of the millions of shallow hypocrites like Bikram Choudhury and Jane Kartsch. It ALL adds up to creating the hell that ends up killing innocent people...lies lead to driving people crazy which can lead to murder...Imagine? For even trying to dissect, understand, Jane will call police and tell her I may want to kill her....then that leads to further downward spiral and so on and so on....fuck you also Ossining HS grad Lynn Whitlow for (at least) unfriending me when I told her about Jane.

NRA Pro Legislation to Ban Cannibal Policemen from Every School. While Calling for Special Screening Measures

Seriously? Did this guy piss off the wrong people or is this a true story? Assuming it's trueparents will be calling fpr millions more to be spent on screening to make sure the cops are who they appear to be...does anyone not see how this country is being ESCORTED into "fear itself" Fuck the bumper stickers proclaiming "Freedom isn't Free!" Because it IS you fkn morons. People will buy nonsensical bumper stickers if the rhythm o fthe words resonates no matter how imbecilic the battle cries...China probably made 100 billion on those yellow car magnets and little plastic car flags...its such a joke....just because we don't know the answers doesnt mean its required to pretend we do..local news cutting to TX Chainsaw Massacre 3 commercials directly following fluff stories about Girl Scout Cookieing in Newtown....its a fkn joke....spitting in the face of dead children because people think their stupid lives really matter in ways they simply don't. 20 massacred babies shot up in their little bodies and no one cares to try to talk to father? Or is it that no one is ALLOWED to even TRY to talk to Peter Lanza or his son? Not to exploit but to go thru the painful work of actually understanding wtf happened...but because they had the nerve to die at Christmas time? How dar ethey? We have shopping to do! So fine-just  pin it on the little freak kid everyone thought was weird no questions asked...3 shooters? Whatever-we trust you-easier that way....tv could make anyone look like a killer....

Stupid poeple resort to stupid ends, and ugly people (women mostly) secretly enjoy seeing more attractive people suffer. Get to the heart of a million trite matters and you'd be doing more...

Like He Said Enviornment OR Crowd CONTROL

A Cancer Cycle, From Here to China

By DAN FAGIN

Published: January 11, 2013

MORE than one million people in the Chinese city of Handan awoke last week to the alarming news that an essential source of their drinking water, the Zhouzhang River, had been dangerously contaminated by a 39-ton chemical spill in the nearby city of Changzhi. What made the news even more shocking was that the leak, from a factory pipe, had started at least five days earlier but had been kept secret by government officials, who allowed millions of their neighbors to keep drinking.

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The people of Handan reacted to these disclosures the same way almost anyone else would. First, they panicked, mobbing stores for bottled water. Then, they were furious, demanding to know why no one had told them they were drinking water laced with a probable carcinogen. If history is any guide, they will never get a satisfactory answer.

For me, reading about Handan prompted a sick feeling of déjà vu. For the last five years I have been writing a history of the chemical industry’s egregious 60-year involvement in the New Jersey shore town of Toms River, which gained unwanted notoriety in the late 1990s thanks to a remarkably well-documented cluster of childhood cancer cases and a long history of often hidden industrial pollution.

When news of the cancer cluster leaked in 1996, there was the predictable townwide panic, including a run on bottled water supplies. After a wrenching five-year investigation, state and federal health officials concluded that the sick children were more likely to have lived in parts of town where exposure to industrial chemicals — via drinking water and polluted air — were highest.

It was, by definition, an association, not a causal relationship, and it was statistically significant only for girls with leukemia. But in the murky world of neighborhood cancer cluster studies, that’s as close to a definitive finding as you’re ever likely to see. That same year, 2001, the families of 69 children with cancer won a multimillion-dollar legal settlement against two chemical companies and the water utility.

As in Toms River, so many things about last week’s debacle in Handan were infuriating, starting with the chemical involved: aniline. That was the compound that launched the synthetic chemical industry in 1856, when a precocious 18-year-old named William Henry Perkin, experimenting in his parents’ London attic, inadvertently discovered that aniline, dissolved in sulfuric acid and mixed with potassium dichromate, made a superb purple dye.

Soon London, Basel, Switzerland, and the Ruhr Valley in Germany were littered with aniline factories, many of which would morph into familiar corporate giants like CIBA, Geigy, Agfa and the German behemoth BASF, the industry leader. In Basel and London, it was said, you could tell which dyes were being made by the color of the nearby canals and rivers, where the factories dumped their waste. Factory bosses would send workers on clandestine midnight runs to the Middle Bridge in Basel to dump barrels of waste into the fast-moving Rhine.

Basel is a border city and the Rhine flows north, so the waste was Germany’s problem — just as last week’s spill was Handan’s problem, not Changzhi’s.

In 1895, a Frankfurt surgeon named Ludwig Wilhelm Carl Rehn began noticing unusual numbers of bladder cancers — he called them “aniline tumors” — among workers in dye plants. Whether aniline was the specific cause was hard to determine, since by then, chemical manufacturers had expanded well beyond aniline and were using dozens of compounds derived from coal and oil to make dyes and many other products. What was obvious was that these synthetic hydrocarbons were leaving a trail of tumors wherever they were manufactured.

The legacy of cancer followed the industry as it spread to America. In the 1950s, at Cincinnati Chemical Works, almost half of the long-term workers who handled a dye compound called benzidine got bladder cancer. Soon after, the Cincinnati factories closed and their Swiss owners transferred manufacturing to a huge new facility in a small town where there would be less scrutiny: Toms River.

Today, there is little left of the vast complex the Swiss operated in Toms River for more than 40 years. Manufacturing ended there in 1996, just as the cluster controversy was heating up. Now, after so many years of painful publicity about cancer and pollution, many residents of Toms River are happy to have moved on, and who can blame them. They are much more likely to be worried about the damage Hurricane Sandy recently inflicted on hundreds of local homes than about any lingering effects from decades-old water and air pollution.

The reality of 21st-century globalism, however, is that none of us can pretend that by pushing the chemical industry out of our communities we have stopped enabling its dangerous practices. The industry jobs that started in Basel, and then migrated to Cincinnati and Toms River, are now in Shanxi Province and other coal-rich areas of China. BASF alone now owns or invests in 45 Chinese ventures. Meanwhile, hundreds of smaller companies like the Tianji Coal Chemical Industry Group, whose Changzhi factory was the source of last week’s leak, are busy turning coal into aniline and a host of other chemical products.

Business is booming. If you don’t believe me, head over to the Ocean County Mall in Toms River, where you can get a pair of jeans dyed just the right shade of faded blue, thanks to aniline-based indigo dye. They’re made in China, and they’re cheap — if you don’t count the long-term cost.

Dan Fagin, a professor of science journalism at New York University, is the author of the forthcoming book “Toms River: A Story of Science and Salvation.”

This article has been revised to reflect the following correction:

Correction: January 12, 2013

An earlier version of this essay misstated the chemical compound that, when mixed with aniline dissolved in sulfuric acid, made a superb purple dye. It is potassium dichromate, not potassium dichloride."

Briefcasing the Joint? June 5th 2012 Man Dressed in All Black shows up at CET ... Same Black Op Death Squad from Sandy Hook? Crazy? Really? What isnt.

At the time, 6 mos ago, I needed to believe that the little 3rd grader from Croton was maing up the "man dressed in all black carrying a briefacse" last June. But now? Isnt it interesting that the alleged incident was turned into some pseudo sexual/abduction story....could the briefcase of been a gun case of some kind? Maybe he hadnt intended her to see him at all and the candy comment was a distraction? Just like Boston reports 18 deaths today from flu but no one asks how many of the dead had a flu shot this year? Maybe all? But that's another story...has anyone asked the littele girls parent's how her story has changed? Not just since after Sandy Hook but over time...

At first frankly it pissed me off..wanting the littel girl to simply be confused or trying to get attention or who knows....Also wondered if it wasnt some doosh working for some security company hoping to sell metal detectors/new technology as its investment in 911 security needed a shot in arm...

I thought at the time it made no sense anyone would have a briefacse and be up near CET...even a parent would leave briefcase in the car...but what it it was a gun case? What if the candy offer was his attempt to simply bribe some kind of distraction-as if he wasnt intending to be seen by anyone...casing the joing etc...Maybe this threw her off to scare her away from seeing what direction he took off in? Think of all the woods to disappear into? I was sure it was all a big imaginary mistake-needed to believe that as I said....the idea of metal detectors in CET broke my heart-but Im afraid this is the mentality now...It feels like their is a military (who's I have no idea exactly) connection between some of these shootings....that only inspire knee jerk castration of such proportion.

 News producers-perverts corner...why is the news so quick to assume they just know the alleged stalker MUST have had some kidn of sexual intent/agenda? Because thats immediately where their own dirty minds go? Why are people SO awful with life savingly important objectivity? How can nes people loose that essential tool to do their jobs? Thats why theyre all just sophisticated advertizers at this point... http://newyork.newsday.com/westchester/police-seek-child-predator-in-croton-1.3764497

Jon Rappoport Asks NBC Producer Shimon Procupzn to Explain the (Accidentally or Deliberately?) Horrendous Lack of Accurate Info Fed to Confused and Frightened Public

If they found irrefutable evidence that the Newtown incident was in fact a declaration of war by some intl militant group, just kept quiet so as not to alarm a helpless as they are clueless public who could do little to nothing anyway at this point. They would be so completely consumed by their little bake sales, and political photo opping events to hand over all arms just as brilliantly effective propaganda tools are demanding-they would rather go with wrong than right...That's the US's biggest problem. Perhaps its only problem: oblivion...Was just scanning this interesting blog by Jon Rappoport wanted to reiterate folloing good points: http://jonrappoport.wordpress.com/2012/12/18/how-the-newtown-massacre-became-a-mind-control-television-event/

As the police work through the forensic examination, perhaps the major media should conduct a forensic investigation of their own to figure out how they got so much so wrong. Conspiracy theories are not usually spun from the filaments of public imagination. In most cases they are based off of actual, though often obscure, reports in the major media. For as long as the mass media refuses to follow up on the discrepancies in its own reporting as in the Aurora massacre and the Sikh temple shooting, leaving the alternative press with no choice but to investigate, there will be conspiracy theories. Some of those conspiracy theories are undeniably conspiracy fact.  “Sir, we have a report that police pinned a second man on the ground just outside the school. What is his name? What did you do with him? Where is he now.”

One of the great skills of an anchor is the ability to present the news seamlessly. This is what those big paychecks are for: the blends and segues and the underlying tone of sincerity that bleeds into every detail of what is being reported.

It’s called an investigation. Reporters do that.

“Sir, your newspaper ran a story about a man’s body being found in Adam’s brother’s apartment. Then that became Adam’s mother found dead in her own house here in Newtown. What exactly happened there? A mistake? Wouldn’t you say that was a pretty big mistake? How did it happen? What’s that? Typical confusion in the early reporting of a crime? I don’t think so. Thinking a woman was a man and thinking he or she was found in New Jersey instead of Connecticut, that’s not typical at all. Did police find a man’s body. This is key.”

Your typical American television viewer would cringe at such demanding questions. You know why? Because he has been entrained and conditioned by news anchors to refrain from digging below the surface. In other words, that viewer is hypnotized.

“Dr. Smith and Officer Jones, we understand that this boy, who was autistic, extremely shy, who had some sort of personality disorder, went into that school and methodically carried out the slaughter of twenty-seven people. In order for him to do that, he had to reload clips at least twice after the first clip ran out. Does that make sense? We’re not just talking about a violent outburst here, we’re talking about a methodical massacre. How do you explain that?”

If these anchors kept on asking questions like this, do you know what would happen? The viewing audience would begin to stir, would begin to break through their hypnotic programming and wake up.

“You know, he’s right. That doesn’t make sense. Maybe there really was a second shooter.”

“Or that Lanza kid…maybe he didn’t kill anybody at all.”

“What? You mean he was…set up?”

“Maybe he was a patsy.”

Yes. Instead of this kind of talk being consigned to “conspiracy nuts,” it actually becomes part of the evening news experience. Because reporters suddenly ask tough questions.

But no. We have to go with grief and shock. We have to lead with it and stay with it. (And allow Pat Battle NBC to use it as an emotional platform for a totally unrelated shooting at her sister's work place somewhere in an NJ School....shouldve been fired for the self absorbed, oblivious to everything on scene in Newtown reporting)

An artificial construct. The news producers are consciously moving minutes and hours of scene through the tube and filtering out everything else.

They do this every time one of these events occurs, and so the audience expects it and soaks it in and, in that state of entrainment and hypnosis, the audience doesn’t want anything else…because anything else would BREAK THE FLOW and the spell, and the grief would no longer have the same impact.

Newtown is presented as a television event. From the outset, the mood is funereal. It has that tinge and coloration. The audience absorbs it and wants no intrusion on it.

This is Matrix programming.