I dont even know how to begin to describe the way I just watched at least half a dozen, more like 8 channels intermixing stories about Newtown children returning back to their new school, while at the same time "breaking reports" (fox) coming in for the first time at 5pm about an 11:30am event where a man with a gun showed up at a Larchment school looking for his swimming attire, while also packed with a handgun...all the schools went into "lockdown" (more language that titillates visions of thei rwar games in average 10 yr old minds?)...wtf? Was it a prankster? (Word was he allegedly had an Irish accent...did he do it on a dare? Was it a prank or was it a poor excuse to create a real life drill experience, to get the adults to believe in order to truly test the situation skills? I mean...but what pissed me off was the way theyre simultaneously "Welcoming" back the kids in Newtown with this kind of back to back story? God forbid anyone with a brain would be allowed to hypothesize and make people feel like the situation (barely 3 weeks ago now) isn't just being turned into MJacko type news of the world (dangle babies from balconies(pg1) while BP tankers sink off coast of Portugal (pg5)...oh but then it is isnt it?
Stupidity, impatience, closed mindedness, shallowness, hypocrisi, these are all on the list of "American's greatest problems". But no one is allowed to be anything other than "positive" all the time....and what happens with too much positivity? The obvious imbalance that goes from encouraging millions of sell outs to at least admit what they sold out their tru value for to this chronic deception that seems to work to keep us on track for war......kept doped with religion and sex and tv news....the absudity that people will vote EVERYONE's future into the hands of "appointed experts" who will determine who is "crazy" or who is worthy...just like they do in China!
Does this kid's father have anything to say about what happened? Or is his life in danger too? No one is capable of talking...and although that kind of damage cant just be reversed over night....why are people so against speculating a little? I think this is the brother of the alleged killer...I have hated violent video games since Grand Theft Auto...since the movie TOYS first came out Ive been watching my government turn generation after generation into shallow, self serving for the moment, boringly predictable sex hungry killers....this describes at least half of of all people Ive ever met in my life, likely more....as a single woman I am literally propositioned in a million different ways by so many (gross) men...and if I need a favor from a neighbor say? Even the creepiest, handicapped, impoverished, minority, hopeless, sad sack of a specimen of....I asked him back in sept if I could give him 10 bucks to drive me somewhere and he says "What's in it for me?" Incapable of forming any healthy bonds with a neighbor why? As I walked into town one day, my hip came apart and I was in so much pain....all these low lifes drive by just DARING you to BEG them for help because they LIKE it like that...thast is where poverty comes from!!! We make each other poor....because stupidest amongst us have been empowered with steady income (because theyre nature is that of sell out medicocre shit...) and because I stand as a reminder they want to shut me up, kill me off...Jane Kartsch along with a few Bikram staff were trying to turn me into some kind of "violent" person too...I was just looking at the police reprot from tville...it doesnt say "dangerous" it in fact says "Know to be a violent person, not believed to have weapons on hr at this time?" Like I have EVER had weapons of any kind EVER in my life? But this is how adults bully each other...I will get President Obama to acknowledge my trail of false police reports STARTING with Jane Kartsch...look forward to reading the last one she had written up back in Sept. How that "reads". Ive not had the gumption to bother...I am played out by all of this...beyond sick of it....but will get around....maybe they didnt bother writing one yet...but after reading this will write something super accurate...or maybe Ill piss off the wrong person and they'll nominate me for the next fall gal.....I wish it was paranoia and not FIRST HAND EXPERIENCED perception.
I have NO idea what the hell happened in CT....but when you piece all of the propaganda together with the genuinely flummoxed as they are shallow news personalities incapable of handling themselves in ward reporting, especially when its starting to happen here at home?
I have NO idea what the hell happened in CT....but when you piece all of the propaganda together with the genuinely flummoxed as they are shallow news personalities incapable of handling themselves in ward reporting, especially when its starting to happen here at home?
Americans are as arrogant as they are oblivious as to how despised by billions we are around the world...incapable of just shutting the fuck up and listening to the gripes....people who had their families blwon up, their school children slaughtered....I see a connection between Patreous's sad distraction and how that played out in the minds of people from Kandahar, who I believe lost almost exactly the same number of people, not all but half young children...do they wopnder to themselves "Look whatthe head of US intelligence is busy doing while his underlings are free to (I bet it was even the same kind of weapon?)....Did "crazy" young 20 yr old buy who had the perfect reputation for playing part of local psycho really do it? Or was it just easier to settle on that story so close to xmas shopping and worry about business reports?
"Americans" (whatever that means anymore) are so utterly consumed by the dangerous delusion that our lovely life happiness is the thing to protect us from such a disgruntled world...
Another "news" story showed some "terrorist" named A. Nazeer being escorted out of a helicopter...I thought to myself "Almost exact name of character in homeland first of all so (wtf?) Im looking at the uniformed "swat security" on either side and realizing the slight smiles...."Terrorists" could create their own "news" scenarios and who would know the difference? Cops for the past 20 yrs have been tied up with subway token theft, yoga teacher disputes, and other assorted nonsense...no one's really been paying attention....to how impressively the invasion is going down.....how many MILLIONS of people, all over the globe, get a hard on from war? At least a couple....Ive been barking about tis stuff happening frm the moment I had my head bashed in by a low life (rookie?) black woman cop....who is paid probably $100,000 a year to "teach" patience.....enough to make me realize why desperate people go republican...because it is all just a numbers game....Dr Oz will claim his broadcast of his own colonoscopy saved some man's life (said thsi on tv today)...but It had me end up in the care fo some cowboy wise ass dr who SNIPPED at my color on the camera so as to show me how "simple" it was so I would just shut up and take the Michale Jackson drug so he and Dr Freudman(?) could get on with their work...he snipped me twice...when he saw how upset I was that he'd just snipped an dmade my colon bleed for no apparent reaosn the lies began...anyway...I know I cant prove any of this...unless Dr F was honest....could I ever be so lucky? Lucky enough to be shown one fkn ounce of repsect...when Ive only ever tried to giev of myself, in not so obvious ways perhaps, but give nonetheless...to keep 'cops in schools as the new norm"...from happening....but I see how thick the stupidty...even smart people to blind to see....I dont even hate my gun selling enighbor as much...when I realize, poor people threaten each other constantly...and resort to guns because rich people make their wwealth from manufacturing the consent f rthe behavior...all the while pretneding to be better than that etc...will rewrite this later.
Did I write already about the scary man I saw in the woods not too long ago? Should I have called police? People need to say to themselves a million times a day "Is this really true? Or does this person have some kind of ulterior motive for making me THINK it is true..?" Even if only the person is bored and crazy making up lies...lies lies lies lies lies....surrounded by piece of shit lazt ass men who flirt just enough to see if they can get you to fuck them so its worth their while to help u out....thats what our society is made up of...brb
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