Ive Been Taking a Knap

This is how it works...I piss off enough poeple and I could be framed for anything....no one questions anyway...but certainly not one will question the ruination fo someone theyd just assume see dead anyway...

How Often Do People Threaten to Arrest the Average Person?

I must submit...there is a mysterious hierarchy by which people follow unspoken decisions about who gets to rule....Imagine a world full of Off With Their Heads Women and Emperoros new clothes me? Thats my world...but I dont feel like Alice anymore. Im too old for this shit. Imagin being threatened with arrest for pushing the wrong button? Seriously? And for devoting my whole life to trying to confront it in order to stop it...they accuse me of going looking for it? No. Its simply what happens when peope realize their entire life has been a lie. That's insanity beyond James Holmes. I cant believe the story of the woman loosing a 6 yr old, then her unborn, now paralyzed ehrslef in the midst of the unspeakable hell....bt for asking the tediosu questions...people resent having their tennis game interrupted and will kill u for it...they like to eat James Holmes stpory for breakfast and secretly long fo rthe next "news" tragedy...ya that is what america has become..and the chinese I guess will show us just hw much via our combined stupidity...

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Albert Einstein Quotes - Sections

• Science
• Religon
• Humanity
• Humorous
• Education
• General
• Last Words
• External Sources

Albert Einstein Quotes - Science

"Imagination is more important than knowledge." - Albert Einstein

"If we knew what it was we were doing, it would not be called research, would it?" - Albert Einstein

"The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and all science." - Albert Einstein

"People like us, who believe in physics, know that the distinction between past, present, and future is only a stubbornly persistent illusion." - Albert Einstein

"The only reason for time is so that everything doesn't happen at once." - Albert Einstein

"Any intelligent fool can make things bigger and more complex... It takes a touch of genius --- and a lot of courage to move in the opposite direction." - Albert Einstein

"When forced to summarize the general theory of relativity in one sentence: Time and space and gravitation have no separate existence from matter." - Albert Einstein

"For every one billion particles of antimatter there were one billion and one particles of matter. And when the mutual annihilation was complete, one billionth remained - and that's our present universe." - Albert Einstein

"As far as the laws of mathematics refer to reality, they are not certain; and as far as they are certain, they do not refer to reality." - Albert Einstein

"I don't believe in mathematics." - Albert Einstein

"Science is a wonderful thing if one does not have to earn one's living at it." - Albert Einstein

"The most incomprehensible thing about the world is that it is comprehensible." - Albert Einstein

"I maintain that the cosmic religious feeling is the strongest and noblest motive for scientific research." - Albert Einstein

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Albert Einstein Quotes - Religon

"God does not play dice with the universe." - Albert Einstein

"Science without religion is lame, religion without science is blind." - Albert Einstein

"I want to know God's thoughts...the rest are details." - Albert Einstein

"I cannot conceive of a personal God who would directly influence the actions of individuals, or would directly sit in judgment on creatures of his own creation. I cannot do this in spite of the fact that mechanistic causality has, to a certain extent, been placed in doubt by modern science. [He was speaking of Quantum Mechanics and the breaking down of determinism.] My religiosity consists in a humble admiration of the infinitely superior spirit that reveals itself in the little that we, with our weak and transitory understanding, can comprehend of reality. Morality is of the highest importance -- but for us, not for God." - Albert Einstein 'The Human Side', 1954

"Subtle is the Lord, but malicious He is not." - Albert Einstein

"Strange is our situation here upon this earth. Each of us comes for a short visit, not knowing why, yet sometimes seeming to a divine purpose." - Albert Einstein

"There remains something subtle, intangible and inexplicable. Veneration for this force beyond anything that we can comprehend is my religion." - Albert Einstein

"Human beings, vegetables, or cosmic dust, we all dance to a mysterious tune intoned in the distance by an invisible player." - Albert Einstein

"Do you believe in immortality? No, and one life is enough for me." - Albert Einstein

"Scientists were rated as great heretics by the church, but they were truly religious men because of their faith in the orderliness of the universe." - Albert Einstein

"I do not believe that the Good Lord plays dice." - Albert Einstein

"When the solution is simple, God is answering." - Albert Einstein

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Albert Einstein Quotes - Humanity

"It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has exceeded our humanity." - Albert Einstein

"I know not with what weapons World War III will be fought, but World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones." - Albert Einstein

"Only a life lived for others is a life worthwhile." - Albert Einstein

"The world is a dangerous place, not because of those who do evil, but because of those who look on and do nothing." - Albert Einstein

"Peace cannot be achieved through violence, it can only be attained through understanding." - Albert Einstein

"The value of a man resides in what he gives and not in what he is capable receiving." - Albert Einstein

"Try not to be a person of success, but rather a person of virtue." - Albert Einstein

"Try not to become a man of success but rather to become a man of value." - Albert Einstein

"So long as there are men there will be wars." - Albert Einstein

"Nationalism is an infantile disease, the measles of mankind." - Albert Einstein

"I believe in standardizing automobiles, not human beings." - Albert Einstein

"Weakness of attitude becomes weakness of character." - Albert Einstein

"The true value of a human being is determined primarily by the measure and the sense in which he has attained liberation from the self." - Albert Einstein

"It is not by sitting still at a grand distance and calling the human race larvae that men are to be helped." - Albert Einstein

"A man's ethical behavior should be based effectually on sympathy, education, and social ties; no religious basis is necessary. Man would indeed be in a poor way if he had to be restrained by fear of punishment and hope of reward after death." - Albert Einstein

"America is today the hope of all honorable men who respect the rights of their fellow men and who believe in the principle of freedom and justice." - Albert Einstein

"Perfection of means and confusion of ends seem to characterize our age." - Albert Einstein

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Albert Einstein Quotes - Humorous

"Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love." - Albert Einstein

"The hardest thing in the world to understand is the income tax." - Albert Einstein

"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former." - Albert Einstein

"Once you can accept the universe as matter expanding into nothing that is something, wearing stripes with plaid comes easy." - Albert Einstein

"The difference between stupidity and genius is that genius has its limits." - Albert Einstein

"The most aggravating thing about the younger generation is that I no longer belong to it." - Albert Einstein

When his wife asked him to change clothes to meet the German Ambassador: "they want to see me, here I am. If they want to see my clothes, open my closet and show them my suits." - Albert Einstein

"With fame, I become more and more stupid, which of course is a very common phenomenon." - Albert Einstein

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Albert Einstein Quotes - Education

"Education is what remains after one has forgotten everything he learned in school." - Albert Einstein

"Teaching should be such that what is offered is perceived as a valuable gift and not as a hard duty." - Albert Einstein

"Example isn't another way to teach, it is the only way to teach." - Albert Einstein

"Wisdom is not a product of schooling but of the life-long attempt to acquire it." - Albert Einstein

"We know nothing at all. All our knowledge is but the knowledge of schoolchildren. The real nature of things we shall never know." - Albert Einstein

"You teach me baseball and I'll teach you relativity...No we must not You will learn about relativity faster than I learn baseball." - Albert Einstein

"Reading, after a certain age, diverts the mind too much from its creative pursuits. Any man who read too much and uses his own brain too little falls into lazy habits of thinking." - Albert Einstein

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Albert Einstein Quotes - General

"Everything should be made as simple as possible, but not simpler." - Albert Einstein

"Anyone who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new." - Albert Einstein

"Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one." - Albert Einstein

"Great spirits have always found violent opposition from mediocrities. The latter cannot understand it when a man does not thoughtlessly submit to hereditary prejudices but honestly and courageously uses his intelligence." - Albert Einstein

"The intuitive mind is a sacred gift and the rational mind is a faithful servant. We have created a society that honors the servant and has forgotten the gift." - Albert Einstein

"Not everything that counts can be counted, and not everything that can be counted counts." - Albert Einstein

"The secret to creativity is knowing how to hide your sources." - Albert Einstein

"People like you and I, though mortal of course like everyone else, do not grow old no matter how long we live...[We] never cease to stand like curious children before the great mystery into which we were born." - Albert Einstein in a letter to Otto Juliusburger;

"The monotony and solitude of a quiet life stimulates the creative mind." - Albert Einstein

"Everything that is really great and inspiring is created by the individual who can labor in freedom." - Albert Einstein

"We have to do the best we can. This is our sacred human responsibility." - Albert Einstein

"Where there is love there is no question." - Albert Einstein

"I think and think for months and years, ninety-nine times, the conclusion is false. The hundredth time I am right." - Albert Einstein

"The pioneers of a warless world are the youth who refuse military service." - Albert Einstein

"The pursuit of truth and beauty is a sphere of activity in which we are permitted to remain children all our lives." - Albert Einstein

"Those instrumental goods which should serve to maintain the life and health of all human beings should be produced by the least possible labour of all." - Albert Einstein

"The search for truth is more precious than its possession." - Albert Einstein

"Common sense is the collection of prejudices acquired by age eighteen." - Albert Einstein

"I have no special talents. I am only passionately curious." - Albert Einstein

"Few are those who see with their own eyes and feel with their own hearts." - Albert Einstein

"Isn't it strange that I who have written only unpopular books should be such a popular fellow?" - Albert Einstein

"He who joyfully marches in rank and file has already earned my contempt. He has been given a large brain by mistake, since for him the spinal cord would suffice." - Albert Einstein

"Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results." - Albert Einstein

"Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is to not stop questioning." - Albert Einstein

"I never think of the future. It comes soon enough." - Albert Einstein

"The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and all science. He to whom this emotion is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand rapt in awe, is as good as dead: his eyes are closed." - Albert Einstein

"I have deep faith that the principle of the universe will be beautiful and simple." - Albert Einstein

"Truth is what stands the test of experience." - Albert Einstein

"The important thing is not to stop questioning. Curiosity has its own reason for existing." - Albert Einstein

"Quantum mechanics is very impressive. But an inner voice tells me that it is not yet the real thing. The theory yields a lot, but it hardly brings us any closer to the secret of the Old One. In any case I am convinced that He doesn't play dice." - Albert Einstein

"Great spirits have always found violent opposition from mediocre minds. The latter cannot understand it when a [person] does not thoughtlessly submit to hereditary prejudices but honestly and courageously uses their intelligence." - Albert Einstein

"How strange is the lot of us mortals! Each of us is here for a brief sojourn; for what purpose we know not, though sometimes sense it. But we know from daily life that we exist for other people first of all for whose smiles and well-being our own happiness depends." - Albert Einstein

"Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance you must keep moving." - Albert Einstein

"To get to know a country, you must have direct contact with the earth. It's futile to gaze at the world through a car window." - Albert Einstein

"I love to travel, But hate to arrive." - Albert Einstein

"Politics is more difficult than physics." - Albert Einstein

"I hate crowds and making speeches. I hate facing cameras and having to answer to a crossfire of questions. Why popular fancy should seize upon me, a scientist, dealing in abstract things and happy if left alone, is a manifestation of mass psychology that is beyond me." - Albert Einstein

"I am neither especially clever nor especially gifted. I am only very, very curious." - Albert Einstein

"Lasting harmony with a woman (was) an undertaking in which I twice failed rather disgracefully." - Albert Einstein

"A finely tempered nature longs to escape from the personal life into the world of objective perception and thought." - Albert Einstein

"If A equals success, then the formula is: A = X + Y + Z, X is work. Y is play. Z is keep your mouth shut." - Albert Einstein

"The ideals that have lighted my way and time after time have give me new courage to face life cheerfully, have been Kindness, Beauty and Truth." - Albert Einstein

"A question that sometimes drives me hazy: am I or are the others crazy?" - Albert Einstein

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"Anyone who has never made a mistake has never tried anything new." - Albert Einstein

"Do not worry about your problems with mathematics, I assure you mine are far greater." - Albert Einstein

"If you are out to describe the truth, leave elegance to the tailor." - Albert Einstein

"Intellectuals solve problems; geniuses prevent them." - Albert Einstein

"It gives me great pleasure indeed to see the stubbornness of an incorrigible nonconformist warmly acclaimed." - Albert Einstein

"Put your hand on a hot stove for a minute, and it seems like an hour. Sit with a pretty girl for an hour, and it seems like a minute. THAT'S relativity." - Albert Einstein

"Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one." - Albert Einstein

"Setting an example is not the main means of influencing others; it is the only means." - Albert Einstein

"The significant problems we face can not be solved at the same level of thinking we were at when we created them." - Albert Einstein

"I am enough of an artist to draw freely upon my imagination. Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited. Imagination encircles the world." - Albert Einstein

"Joy in looking and comprehending is nature's most beautiful gift." - Albert Einstein

"It is high time that the ideal of success should be replaced by the ideal of service." - Albert Einstein

"There are two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle." - Albert Einstein

"As punishment for my contempt for authority, Fate has made me an authority myself." - Albert Einstein

"I want to know how God created this world. I am not interested in this or that phenomenon, in the spectrum of this or that element. I want to know His thoughts; the rest are details." - Albert Einstein

"A human being is part of the whole called by us universe , a part limited in time and space. We experience ourselves, our thoughts and feelings as something separate from the rest. A kind of optical delusion of consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from the prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty...We shall require a substantially new manner of thinking if mankind is to survive." - Albert Einstein

"We have to do the best we can. This is our sacred human responsibility." - Albert Einstein

"We are in the position of a little child entering a huge library filled with books in many different languages. The child knows someone must have written those books . It does not know how. It does not understand the languages in which they are written. The child dimly suspects a mysterious order in the arrangement of the books but doesn't know what it is. That, it seems to me, is the attitude of even the most intelligent human being toward God. We see a universe marvelously arranges and obeying certain laws, but only dimly understand these laws. Our limited minds cannot grasp the mysterious force that moves the constellations." - Albert Einstein

"The value of a man resides in what he gives and not in what he is capable of receiving." - Albert Einstein

"When you sit with a nice girl for two hours, you think it's only a minute. But when you sit on a hot stove for a minute, you think it's two hours. That's relativity." - Albert Einstein

"The problems that exist in the world today cannot be solved by the level of thinking that created them." - Albert Einstein

"I admit that thoughts influence the body." - Albert Einstein

"Problems cannot be solved at the same level of awareness that created them." - Albert Einstein

"On the big Bang theory: "For every one billion particles of antimatter there were one billion and one particles of matter. And when the mutual annihilation was complete, one billionth remained - and that's our present universe." - Albert Einstein

"MacMillan has this particular quote simply as "God doesn't play dice." and notes that it is often quoted as doesn't play dice with the universe". - Albert Einstein

"He who finds though that lets us penetrate even a little deeper into the eternal mystery of nature has been granted great grace. He who, in addition, experiences the recognition, sympathy, and help of the best minds of his times, had been given almost more happiness than one man can bear." - Albert Einstein

"Everything that is really great and inspiring is created by the individual who can labor in freedom." - Albert Einstein

"A photograph never grows old. You and I change, people change all through the months and years but a photograph always remains the same. How nice to look at a photograph of mother or father taken many years ago. You see them as you remember them. But as people live on, they change completely. That is why I think a photograph can be kind." - Albert Einstein

"The tragedy of life is what dies inside a man while he lives." - Albert Einstein

"The gift of fantasy has meant more to me than my talent or absorbing positive knowledge." - Albert Einstein

"I am content in my later years. I have kept my good humor and take neither myself nor the next person seriously." - Albert Einstein

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Albert Einstein Quotes - Last Words

When Einstein died on April 18, 1955 he left a piece of writing ending in an unfinished sentence.

These were his last words:

In essence, the conflict that exists today is no more than an old-style struggle for power, once again presented to mankind in semi religious trappings. The difference is that, this time, the development of atomic power has imbued the struggle with a ghostly character; for both parties know and admit that, should the quarrel deteriorate into actual war, mankind is doomed. Despite this knowledge, statesmen in responsible positions on both sides continue to employ the well-known technique of seeking to intimidate and demoralize the opponent by marshaling superior military strength. They do so even though such a policy entails the risk of war and doom. Not one statesman in a position of responsibility has dared to pursue the only course that holds out any promise of peace, the course of supranational security, since for a statesman to follow such a course would be tantamount to political suicide. Political passions, once they have been fanned into flame, exact their victims ... Citater fra...

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Albert Einstein Quotes - External Sources

Albert Einstein Quotes: Books

• The Quotable Einstein - Alice Calaprice
• Bite Size Einstein - Meyer and Holmes

Albert Einstein Quotes: Online

• Our own Albert Einstein Quotes - Albert Einstein
• Wikiquote - Albert Einstein
• Collected Quotes from Albert Einstein - Stanford University
• The Quotations Page - Albert Einstein
• Einstein's Big Idea: Quotes - NOVA

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These are a few of our favorite Albert Einstein quotes. If you know of other famous Albert Einstein quotes, and would like to see them included here, please email me the exact Albert Einstein quote at info@alberteinsteinsite.com and I'll try to find a place for it. Thanks, and enjoy all the Albert Einstein quotes on this page and any where else in the world that you find them!

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Aressted for Slander? Don't Laugh. Lots of Morons Fight to Make that the Reality. OK Now We're Getting Somewhere

I thought of him as a peace loving crazy funny hippy in high school...but others thought of him as Most Likely to be turned into James Holmes....I was sort of a prom queen....and now the roles are reversed...thats is to say what Curt Cobain says may be true...but I try not to worry about it...But seriously, he's perhaps less that than I am the Holmes reference....and if James Holmes for whatever crazy reason might be found to be innocent I apologize....but assuming he did what the TV says he did...watch how it is done? See my perpetual SOS? Now? Then? Every fckn day? Look at how people treat me? This is a simple result of not having money and people should be ashamed of themselves....ALl I do is flow with thing sthe best I can powerlessly! Without ANY money most of the time! I cant afford to do my own laundry! I have to go to my mothers or to a friends! I have to decide between toilet paper or gas...to drive where? The last time I talked to social service for help, I called her a cunt, and after she hung up on me called back to hear her answer the phone "Hello Miss Cunt Speaking" everyone in the background laughing...actually it was pretty funny...I hav ethat on tape Sam...you dont see it all put together as an award winning documentary? Hanging with Branjolina? No? Oh thats right its easiet for you to see me NOT being able to stack wood for yoru delusional ass? I need help? Ya I do. And Ive been abused for asking fro my entire adult life. Even the snap shots are being held back from me (almost 20 minutes now stopped from being able to recieve my email) so IM blabbering on taher than just letting the pics speak for themslves...

Its like just because people can't admit when theyre wrong...EVen if I make them look good, even if I give them an alibi...they want to be the ones to...to...I dont know what it is...what I heard recently Einstein wrote, about an eternal waste of time it might be to try to change anyone's mind...cant remember exactly...but Im just amazed...that I could stand  in front of a dear childhood memory an dit would rather see me dead then admit the pettiest joke was an innocent mistake...but tehse poeple are not innocent...theyre killers as life maybe dictates itself to be...It was so clear to me that there is no hatred, zero, coming from me....and they want to kill me for shedding light...by simply thinking about it all a little longer...under a little brighter light...

Im so bored with this. Tired out. Roasted. To have to listen to people I barely know threaten me for....I cant even find the words! So Thank you Sam for giving me a few snapshots to describe it for me...I mean...how much more begging for mercy can I ve? Begging everyone I know to simply acknowledge that the only reason I have no money is because of the mass toilet theyve formed to flush against me...together...a bunch of poeple who simply need to be right at the expense of my life...I asked this guy, a childhood friend to hire me for $25 a day to do work that would likely cripple me...but its that fckn bad! There is no cash in my life and the family support is like another form of death...I simply need the recognition that I am worthy of being listened to...thats all...but when someone knows that extra $20 they might give me for even a great deal...the latest today $600 worth of rose bushes found in the grabage...people would rather see me dead than leave it alone...as it demonstrated by sam below...In his world he believes Im supposed to endure not only be disrespected but that I should be arrested if I DARE say one word back...even if those words are "got any work?"

When I looked at these snapshots of our texts thsi morning I realized, felt confirmed innocent...so thanks Sam...for the xample of what  bunch of piece of shits the "community" of westchester county is...

On Earth Plant Care Specialists

Oh my goodness! What wonderful work they do! Panises on pansies.

Son of Sam Takes a Napp

Imagine being 50 years old and being so broke you have to ask the class fuck up for work just to keep your phone from being shut off...and even tho your fat broke back fat ass struggles to keep up, you realize the still insecure all these years later piece of shit kinda gets off on seeing you vulnerable, and in need...its like that makes him feel more successful somehow....a guy who makes money turning Ecuadorans into slaves and walks around calling them short so he feels taller than her really is...more later. This is the place in which most poeple decide to take their own life...how much worse could it possibly get? He refuses to give you anymore work because of the gossip that made you poor in the first place. More later. Stay tuned. What frequency you riding on today Sammy?

Masters of Prpoaganda

If Ai Weiwei was, (or (benefit of the doubt) were to find himself) in Steve Job's position they would have given him pancreatic cancer too. The sophistication behind today's "news" writing, hired theatre performers...is so over the average person's head, over most people's head that is... I mean they say they have like 35 security caeras on him at all times, he's beaten, jailed....if the chinese want someone gone nothing is easier so It makes me wonder if this isnt an extremely sophisticated mind controlling tool...keeping it so close to the line of eing real...maybe this amazing man is just a masochist? maybe a trained masochist....its so easy to kill nowadays...when I htink of all the doctors who probably give patienst (with insurance of course) a cancer, or a surgery that will keep them coming back for more....its not far fetched...Ive been saying it for years....Ive predicted all kinds of shit for years...no credit...denial....such a shame.

Celebrity today is nothing more than talent (and sometimes not even that) playing a role within an army of entertainment lawyers, agents, promotional, marketing people who, short of murder (or at least I used to think short of murder)...and being kept so busy with self importance they arent able to even get a reality check...rendering them useless politically (other than the scripted "issues" theyre allowed to spar over....

People have been taught to be afraid of each other. Who calls the police on their neighbor over loud music without talking to the neighbors first? Those people should be shipped back on a slow boat to china...oh I know its coming....when everyone is on the internet it's like rush hour, throggs neck bridge style traffic...u only imagine youre moving...

I cant get the idea out of my head that James Holmes pissed off the wrong person and they set him up with way. Over the past 20 years Ive met dozens of people capable of exactly that kind of revenge....the only good thing (good?) about little cash flow is that it forces  youre eyes to see....

I overheard a neighbor from Hawaii yesterday, a neighbor that I basically liked (did I write about this already?) putting the idea in gangsta neighbor's gf's head that Im the one "talking"... Does he want to see me shot by some pig moron who thinks he has a right to blame me for his pathetically violent life? Imagine that? The irony...world full of shit people run by shit poeple....I would love to know what he has with some sweet as she is delusional squatting fat girl with a tiny babby...did I just answer that? Ya maybe he loves kids. Most men do right...imagine if he's just wondering if she might fool around..."looking for that lover who wont blow my cover...so hard to find" etc....thats the shit good poeple die over? are killed over? and who wants to talk about the shit they keep poeple preoccupied with distracted by....wtf man....someone get me the fcuk out of here? Please?

Colorado Medicine

by Sara Burnett

A typical day at Foresight Family Practice in Grand Junction used to start and end with Gregory Reicks, DO, up to his eyeballs in patient charts–some with lab results a week or more old and the paperwork often a less-than-complete record of the patient’s medical care.
But since the launch of the Quality Health Network (QHN), a nationally recognized regional health information network conceived by local physicians, a typical day is much different.
The paper charts are all but extinct. Instead, Reicks logs on to QHN just as he would log on to his e-mail. In his inbox he finds the results of tests he has ordered, most as recently as the previous day. He also finds notes from physicians from other practices or one of the city’s two hospitals who have seen his patients. Some visits Reicks may have been aware of, some not.
If a patient’s cholesterol is too high, Reicks can send the report to his medical assistant and ask her to contact the patient to discuss it, all with the click of a mouse. Another click and he can see every test that patient has had in the past three years.
“It’s quite a system,” says Reicks.
A collaboration between the Mesa County Independent Physicians Association (IPA), Rocky Mountain Health Plans (RMHP), and St. Mary’s and Community hospitals, QHN went live in 2005.
Since then, area physicians–more than 90 percent of whom are connected to the network–aren’t the only ones who have taken notice.
Earlier this spring, an adviser to the U.S. Senate Finance Committee helda teleconference with QHN leaders to learn more about the network.
Colorado’s Center for Improving Value in Health Care, or CIVHC, is also looking to QHN as an example of how to cut costs while improving quality of care. And Michael Pramenko, MD, former president of the Mesa County Medical Society and current co-chair of the CMS Physicians’ Congress Matrix Reform Plan Work Group, says he is pursing QHN as the template for CMS to use in its health care reform model.
“It’s a great model for how to at least get cranking with electronic connectivity,” says Pramenko. “And I think a lot of people around the country agree.”
How they did itThose involved with QHN say it was a long-standing spirit of collaboration that got the network off the ground.
That collaboration occurred, in part, because just about every doctor in town is a member of the Mesa County IPA, the provider network for RMHP, says Reicks. Others say it’s a natural outgrowth of being in a rural area. Separated from metro Denver by the Rocky Mountains, physicians here have always had to depend more on one another.
QHN Executive Director and CEO Dick Thompson credits the physicians and their willingness to investigate new ways to improve patient care and efficiency. “There are great physician leaders in Grand Junction,” says Thompson, “and they’re not afraid to try something new.”
Reicks says the conversation that sparked QHN started about 15 years ago. Mesa County IPA physicians started talking about how nice it would be to have one place for information about patients who see specialists or other primary care providers. It was around the advent of the Internet, so the possibility was there. But it still was too early, and Reicks says none of the early attempts really took off.
About three years ago, they decided to try again. The Internet had matured, as had the health information market. Funding was secured through Mesa County IPA and RMHP, and a beta site was selected.


From there, the network took off. Today it serves western Colorado and eastern Utah. As of February, there were 1,569 licensed users from 84 different organizations, including home health care, hospice, mental health providers and the public health department. In just the first two months of 2009, there were more than three million requests of the server.
How it worksQHN is a Web-based network, so once a physician has an authorized user account and password, he or she needs only an Internet connection to access it. The system is replicated, with a set of servers in California as well as Grand Junction, in case one set goes down.
Twenty-three sources of data feed into the network. The information includes laboratory results, emergency room notes, medications, discharge summaries, progress notes, radiology and surgical notes.
“We’re Federal Express on steroids,” says Thompson. “Nearly anything clinical that might be part of a medical record, we’re directing that data, pursuant to physician order, where it needs to go.”
Thompson says that roughly the first eight months of QHN’s existence, before the network went live, were spent working on privacy issues.
Any person requesting access to the network must file an application, which is processed and validated by QHN. Users are assigned a use level, with physicians having the most access, as well as a username and password. QHN monitors every keystroke. Just like FedEx, they can track everything, from who looked at a record to who moved one.
QHN has a board of directors and several subcommittees made up of leaders from all areas of the health care community. About half of its funding comes from the two hospitals. RMHP and Mesa County IPA each cover another quarter of the cost.
ResultsRMHP President Steve ErkenBrack says the investment is well worth it because it results in a better health care system.
The hospitals save money by not having to send lab results to dozens of different doctor’s offices. And when a patient comes into the emergency room, physicians can now see a full medical record, not just the care the patient previously received at that hospital.
More robust information also means fewer medication errors or duplication of tests for patients seen by different physicians or different facilities.
Proponents say the result is higher quality and more efficient care. In May 2006, a study by the Dartmouth Medical School and the Robert Woods Johnson Foundation (the Dartmouth Atlas) found Mesa County had the most costeffective delivery of Medicare services in the nation.
QHN’s next phase includes establishing more compatibility with physicians’ electronic medical records systems, so information may more easily flow in and out of the QHN repository. It also continues to work with health care communities on the Western Slope and eastern Utah to create “neighborhoods” of health information that may then be connected to the larger network.
In time, the hope is that the model will be replicated in some fashion across the state and the country. Thompson says it’s a thought process whose time has come.

How We Make Each Other Poor

That's what Im trying to write about. The little bit of love I have left inside figures if I write the shit- things about everyone Ive ever met no one has to feel alone....a pattern might be detected...and my purpose will be fulfilled...thats sort of how it feels...at this moment anyway...none of it in the least bit malicious....I want to write about what happened to me because Im proud of myself I realize. Brave as I was stupid, stupid as I ever was brave...it doesnt matter...just the feeling thats this is what its all about in the end...I guess if I take a jab at a cousin, toying with them in a way...because of the tiny hope inside that wishes they would have just called and said "What the fuck is up with you..." I mean not even that small effort...Ive been reduced to begging and they all love it...even though they hate to hear from me because they'll always expect Ill ask for help whether monetarily or even just an emotional 5 minutes to not feel alone....people have treated me extremely well at times...I always wished more than anything to pay all that back...but the majority of people...the beatings! The rapoes! The stupid pointless hate, the erroneous judgment...the waste of my beautiful life's time...but on top of the treatment Im more and more ostracized...irreparably at this point I know...its the way the sam epoeple, new poeple, prefer to compound my problems, my vulnerabilities so as to seem like a nut if it becomes convenient one day for them to really do me in....

I sat before the smug little Turkish asshole, despising what he saw as the joke of an american woman at the end of her rope financially...he got off on it....snotty little...doubt he's much more than 18 19 yrs old...the sickening look he had in his eyes for me....and I hear yesterday his $57 million life being scrutinized...who has that much money and gets off on watching a woman plead with them to give an owed $13? SERIOUSLY!!! How much more clear can I fucking get? I ask millionaire+? cousins all over for a lousy hundred, maybe 200 once in a while to surviv..gas in car moments...and they ignore me! No! Not only ignore me talk amongst theselves that its better this way...closer to dead woman dont talk....internet wasnt configured in ...since 93 this has been going on....When I was arrested for not having a subway token, and the living shit beat out of me. My NC family acted completely humiliated for me...no one wanted to speak to me...elder aunties telling me im "not right with god" I still dont know what the fuck that means....I know! Someone do a side by side comparison of my life to Mary K's...what will you find? A murder? Compare my life to James Holmes what will you see? A desperate guy with an asshole father who insisted working at mcdonalds was noble medical degree or not....nothing makes any sense etc...and you will find a troubled guy who was targeted by the new wave in movie promotion....evil beypond even the comic books evil...because its real. STupid fucking people wake the fuck up and pray for better prioritization skills.

Killing Me Softly is STill Murder

Because I wasn unconscious when I was raped...its much easier to talk about than if at traditional knife or gunpoint right? I was fondled in my youth by a couple of people, in a way that didnt hurt me emotionally at all...I can laugh at all of it...it was/ is the way my "family" and "friends" react to my ever daring to bring up the subject that was the true rape, the rue molestation, the REAL abuse. This I believe more tan ever is part of the reason Ive eneded up soem irreparably destroyed...I dont really want to die...cany believe I have any hope at all left...but here I am...ostracized completely by a bunch of poeple who dont know each other, an dthe only reason they have me in common is because they all used my vulnerability to take advanatge, to get their way...all completely doffernt rrasons..but this ios what is wrong with the world in a nutshell...someone is going to document my life, whether IM alive or dead...and this sloppy bloffing...lets name it slogging...is THE RECORD I hand over to the lord...

It seems like Im way too open...but really I dont talk about personal shit in terms of family friends (of which there are so very few anyway -so thats easy I guess) anyway...My I last called my cosuin a few years ago...I think I left her a piece of my mind, and probably got a little ugly...but mind you she deserves it and years have passed...what kind of christian family doesnt practice forgiveness? But this is my family for ya, my dear cousin I discovered upon trying to call her for the first time since., years as I said..she blocked my number! Not because I'm dangerous, how annoying can a person be with one 45 second message in a few years time.....more like maybe she doesnt want anyone else to hear the messages, the thing sI have to say...more like simply the truth hurts.  I guarantee shes the kind of person who in a second would contact her local police, and try to create a smoke screen if I were to show up unannounced, just like my brother now that I think of it...just to cober up their knowledge childhood sexual deviance...in whoch I tell a story that embarrasses (both) of them...so I guess just like Jane, just like Peggy Grant....they fabiricate a reason to involve police because they know I was once traumatized by a very short black woman with a gun in a blue uniform...they PRAY that my ugly mouth will keep them safe...so that I would never be taken seriously...that their coverups, no matter how minor the "abuse", its the shocking way that they would crucify me because they dont want m life's story told...so they slowly kill me off...ket me run my mouth, get into more troiuble...thats how it works...people DRIVE each other to suicide...whether they desreve it or not...no one want sto talk...cause that gets messy, time consuming...she was only 12 but I was only 8 and she stood back and watched the farm hand we all crushed on somehwat, whip his dick out...is that molestation? when an 20 year old hispanic man says to a little 8 year old girl "Touch it!" I picked up a piece of metal and slightly hit it...everyone laughed....should I name the 3 other cousins? WHo mentally beat me up, made fun of me to the best of their ability.....lol...move on? Oh ok. Fuck you. I should name your gd names. But Ill refrain for now...oh my my bro...whole other scenario involving a teacher while we were growing up....Ive been itching to compare my lot in life against this hypocrisy since 1995-way before the internet...and all theyve done was try to make me look crazier and crazier any chance they get....when all I might have asked for was a $100 loan, or a couch to sleep on for a week, or...totally minor shit...family right. Fuck you. I only called nc cousin y athats right to ask for a loan! What the fuck else would I call her for? So she can brag about the life handed to her on a platter...oh but IM sure she suffered in her own cowardly way to inherit the hell...not eto potential kidnappers-keep it straight-my family would love to see me murdered of...take my cousin in CA...he'll go one about never getting laid by his wife, and how shes zapping him for more than $75,000 a year in co pays alone towards her career breast cancer...but if I ask for a couple hundred bucks once in a blue moon to keep electric on, or car registered...the basics...he'll ignore my calls....and if he reads this really never speak to me again...is it worth it? I dunno. ALl I know is Im feeling closer to death and disease every second....livong fo rthe moment and attempting to shed light onthe problems that didnt have to be,

She is a miserly self important bitch....I called from another number thats how I know...anyway...ya so I need to talk to her and she would go to such trouble to avoid me...let homeland security know that a family memeber FEARS another family member....just a bunch of gd hypocrites as per usual...so I'll blog and let someone tap her on the shoulder fo rme...and that makes me crazy? Does it make me a hypocrite?

So ironically I would never write about Bible bertha .Bible birthing...omg I have the most amazing seething pic of her...I should find it and put it up...because....thats what happens when someone needs to talk and the other one slams the door in their face based on their own petty fears....oh...ya the only reason I was calling her was because cousin Melanie told me years ago Uncle Lousi left her 4 Billion dollars...ya seems a bit of a, more than slight exaggeration...but who knows....when I asked her, if it was true lol she said "Its none of your business"...

So! In the same way I had to beg for $13 from Zeythinia's number one son...my own cousin wouldnt lend me a goddam nickle if thats what I needed to pull the details of a dream life together for myself....is that what you call competition Bikram? I mean Ive been subtly venting the shit about this little adopted mexican slooot for decades....putting me...theyre so afraid Im going to bring up our own personal version of a sandusky situation....emotionally anyway...because theyre more concerned about the children of the mexican dick whipper outer on my 8 year old self....its true I wasnt hurt one bit. really......so why talk about it/ Because their unbelievable denial, their inability to recognize the point...all these years instead of just putting an arm around me, they either buy my silence or completely ostracize me...my own brother, the friend of another teen years molester-teacher...they just dont get that they need to recognize the truth..instead, because I drove by my brother's house over christmas eve...when he saw me outside he threatened to "call the police if I didnt get the hell out of there..." Wow...So Ray? Marlou? How about you talk about it this way instead? And kiss my goddam ass. I slap you across your face fucking face for that....this is my digital slap...slapping myself? Ya maybe...to spare me from the oblivion that comes with total ostracization...fuck you too Jeanne Cawley Anzalone....I should put that other rant back up....I wanted to retract the hate I was venting towards the poor dude who died...assuming his kids would never hear me say that....Ill re edit it at some point...but because I am myself, drowning in the nothingness....I feel like Im leaving clues behind on who killed me off slowly....

Living in An Overpopulated World

Uganda and Japan at the same time? Really? Even ig fonly in words? wtf? Makes you realize the number of serial killers that must exist in the pharmy, labscience fields...I mean every buzz word associated with the selling of "west nile" is completely disconnected from the package-it reads like nonsense...like a self important scients (as in the 2nd paragraph) who did thei rhoe work and sucked their professors dick for the A.....and thats why, just like Mitt Romney's election campaign they (the scientists who need to sell their "research" work come up with words like "birds" so already overued by pharma as it uses free news broadcast as adveryizing in the form of "story"... They not only sell this shit, but they produce it....movies like Constant Gardner get zero recognition because international marketing in film has how low can it go'ed itself down to canned human hunting news....everyone knows china is famous for it's ruthlessness....just as americans have been handed their pampers by the chinese...no disrespewct...its embarassing....brb

West Nile Virus
Virus classification
Group:	Group IV ((+)ssRNA)
Family:	Flaviviridae
Genus:	Flavivirus
Species:	West Nile virus

West Nile virus (WNV) is one of the Japanese encephalitis (JE) antigenic serocomplex of viruses, in the family Flaviviridae. It is found in both temperate and tropical regions, having been first identified in the West Nile sub-region in the East African nation of Uganda in 1937.
WNV mainly infects birds, but is known to infect humans, horses, dogs, cats, bats, chipmunks, skunks, squirrels, domestic rabbits, crocodiles^[1] and alligators.^[2] The main route of human infection is through the bite of an infected mosquito. Approximately 80% of West Nile virus infections in humans are without any symptoms.^[3]
Image reconstructions and cryoelectron microscopy reveal a 45–50 nm virion covered with a relatively smooth protein surface. This structure is similar to the dengue fever virus; both belong to the genus Flavivirus within the family Flaviviridae. The genetic material of WNV is a positive-sense, single strand of RNA, which is between 11,000 and 12,000 nucleotides long; these genes encode seven nonstructural proteins and three structural proteins. The RNA strand is held within a nucleocapsid formed from 12-kDa protein blocks; the capsid is contained within a host-derived membrane altered by two viral glycoproteins.

There are Too Many People

There are too many people. There are too many people.  There are too many people. There are too many people. There are too many people. There are too many people. There are too many people. There are too many people. There are too many people. There are too many people. There are too many people. There are too many people. There are too many people. There are too many people. There are too many people. There are too many people. There are too many people. There are too many people. There are too many people. There are too many people. 

Yesterday a woman who could have been Angie Dickinson with a gun in her holster got out of a Chrysler chargerish sort of car...I happened to be at the window changing a CD when I saw them parked. She and her sidekick came up the stairs to my building and I think I heard a downstairs buzzer buzz....a few minutes later they drove off, and immediately after they disappeared mcnair babymamma drives up with their whole family...I guess they missed each other. But then another one of my AA neighbors drives up a few seconds later so they met in hallway and started shooting the neighbor vibe breeze ...but seem like they know each other really well...is it because they're both AA? Is it because she has a baby in her arms and he's genuinely sad for them that baby daddy is in jail? "When's he getting out?" the man asks. "They still don't know yet" BabyMamma answers. Then they mention something about a Grand Jury...and something about "Somebody's the one who's talking..." and by their whispery tone, and direction of voices sound waves I hear him pointing up towards my door! "I have a feeling" he says in a hushed voice as if motioning a pointed  snitchy finger my way!!!  For a FACT another woman in the vicinity has called cops on that couple multiple times, every time they were sounding like they were killing each other...I didnt call the police! Let them kill each other! Disgusting piece of shit people...but because the woman who actually calls is black...they assume it has to be the weird white lady who is better than them in EVERY MOTHER FUCKING WAY> Intellectually, physically....better all around....omg how many times did that nasty little fucktard flirt with me to try to get in my old lady pants! I was so polite to that family, certainly when the asshoel was still just a boy...stealing my bike parts...if I as much as asked "if the boys maybe saw my brakes" Id have ghetto mamma up in my face shaking her bs finger around to distract from the bs reality ...made me realize everytime you see an AA mom on TV defending her kid....how often they must lie...so good at it...

ANyway....I get to be the sacrificial lamb for that scum of the earth? Holy shit....This is the kind of shit that makes me realize why racis exists for intelligent reasons too-not just backwards hateful  idiots...black community is 100 times more racist than white these days...no one would deny it...white poeple basically got brainwashed into believing old racism was as stupid as skin color....not the case.

These piece of shit people would kill me for a 40 in the blink of an eye, destroyed my property etc and gives me an earful of vulgar harrasing hate instead of a simple apology? Maybe an offer to help pay fix it-if not now in future...just plain and simple good neighbor shit! But instead I have this other neighbor insinuating Im a neighborhood problem? Are they FUCKING KIDDING me? The little BMW driving whore doesnt even pay rent in the squat that has been housing these cock roaches fo rthe past 5 years...legally they cant be thrown out for some reaosn....I never gave a shit about tehse poeple's business...until they got into mine....but anyway....the idea that 2 stupid AA people bond over sacrificing me....Im just sickened....some movie or some TV show I saw recently had a line about how "White man really screwed up the plant" they said...black and white in agreement noddingtheir heads....as if!!!! The planet is fucked. Democrats romanticize the plight of minority and immigrants so much so its a fckn joke....millions spent in programs to bankrupt well meaning us social systems...the republicans are right about some things...few but some...brb

Heinz 57 Million

What? Re "Carlos Chalco, 40, who drowned in the waters of the Croton River, has joined a lengthy list of victims who have died in the popular swimming area that is once again becoming the focus of concerns about safety."

I swam in that river in all four seasons from the age of 12. Rode "the rapids" in middle school, as a teenager...a few times...a few of the great joyful memories of my life...but some drunk moron from the Bronx drives up and suddenly I have to hear about rules and regulations to do what? To once again ruin LIFE for millions because some alcholic made another bonehead move and a politician with an agenda cross paths? Fuck them all! Fuck Carlos Chalco and fuck his family if they sue....fuck the people also who are calling for barriers to be installed on the BMT EXT...a gorgeous impressionistic painting sometimes....only a few miles in total length...but because some tennager was texting, or drinking, and their parents cant think of any other way to grieve...to FORCE the public to give up little by little by chipping away the freedom country's supposed to be founded upon...

How do you spell over population? Everytime another human being joins the party they bring with them 5 more tons of sewage, a stomach and usually extremely large families with multiple spawers...did I write about the disgusting landscaper who told me "I want to make another baby wees you..." after bragging about his 2 other kids with different women...short little semi ugly ball of nothing....from where comes his ego? Confidence? It wa disgusting and I hate to say it but in my experience typical...life sucks because south and central america is invading...along with the asians....not so much with the europeans? Oh ya of course the russians...2 many fucking people...there's alwasy gotta be someone shutting down the good stuff....always based on money...and now, for most, the lack of money....I wonder if that 57million they say croton grocey store put away went to help fund wars with/for Turkey.....when I think about the way the son seemed to be relishing in my asking for a lousy $20 for the dog biscuits.....he could tell I really needed it...I could see in that moment a giant vacuum sucking my future out from under me...so what i fnothing can be done to stop it...at least acknowledging it for reality checks....and the guilty parties to take responsibility if only to themselves...

Comparing Hudson and Holmes Murders

Are they completely different? Exactly the same? Stupid? Pointless? Clever?

While looking at the mugshot of the guy who they say killed Hudson's family...again it's so absolutely unbelievable that people loose touch...just as Frankie Foster threatened Louis Armstrong with a 45 while discussing future bookings, I could see the same thing going on today a million times over...imagine if Jennifer Hudson argued with some record company interest etc....the news they give us is not what's going on...

Grandma Jackson goes for a hike and the "news" media takes it's que from a 12 year old girl who wants to tweet in a family that has its tweeted designed and paid for before any communique goes down...its all too much...but if the guy really did kill Hudson's family? And you ask for what? What bone head reason do they give? Sex lol? Money? Broken heartedness like Salina's "friend" manager...confirms human beings are so pathetic.....seems most people can get angry and imagine killing someone in retaliation...but to actually be in the position...more often than not poeple will turn into fainting sheep...I know the feeling of reality where confronting the person I thought I might be capable of strangling but turns out Im a totally pussy (and proud of it-as a woman-but this is the manly man question all men wrestle with...and oif they dont wrestle with it...I wont even go there right now)....but it would seem exploring these feelings is less interesting to media reporters who paint by numbers daily with another bullshit issue debate on "gun control"...people fucking suck...and in my imagination Jane Kartsch suffers profusely, slowly....burns in hell...do I feel better expressing that? Yes but only because Im so broke and stranded and bored out of my skull I cant easily distract myself away from the realization that I have no way to pay any of my bills, utilities...nothing...no work...family helping to support roof over head and a few hucks cash....THis is why people committ suicide..and Jne Kartsch did thsi to this old woman...The truth is even if I heard Jane Kartsch dies some sow horrible death...the damage she did will linger on...nothing will rally change....that show badly she desroyed my last chance to dance....now Im just going out pathetically, pennielessly....it just is what it is...all I have to talk about...the connection between the pointless ruination of my life and what the future holds for all of us when we let such piece of shit people run the show...Oh it would be so nice to give a shit about your opinion

I Just Want To Say I Want to Join the NRA

Couldn't italicize the say in that title...I know absolutely nothing about the organization. I assume the only requirement is to be a gun owner? Since I have no desire to own a gun, and am completely content in trying to maintain that feeling no matter how many more grandtheftauto/(or is it call of duty? the other one?) games yearly, new versions come out every christmas...and we're supposed to pretend only backwards religious fanatics make the connections. We're expected keep believing one thing has nothing to do with the other in order to fit in, find our place in society....Jeanne Cawley pretended to be a dyke and dating me to impress her co workers 25 years ago...she hangs with Libby Pataki...Cuomo marries a wedding planner and so decides gay mrriage will bring in a windfall of revenue for the state from weddings...I mean seriously? WHo's crazy? Bunch of godam hypocrits...powerful hypocrites still hypocrites-just a matter of time...The disinfranchised of the world are still coming no matter how many "debates" and created issues on gun control are forced thru the tube....Fr me ever since Levinson's (1987ish?) movie Toys, it couldn't have been made more clear, no more obvious to what is happening now...what has been being done for the past 25 years of my life...I had the front page of the voice framed on my wall in 1990 "OIL WAR"...I had painted it in 1985-86....named it oil war but dont even remember being aware of anything going on in the middle east....I used to think news was boring, now I realize why my primitively thinking grandma wacked me on teh head a few times for desperately adoring the TV...as if she saw me getting sucked in by the antics of lucy, not separating any of it's joined electrical company propaganda....she wouldnt have used the word propagnada perhaps? Or mayeb I just dont remember her using it..

My grandmommy was talked about like a nut...never to her face pof course...to her face we were all scared to death...but I have to admit now I can genuinely laugh at her attempt at humor when she called my cousins new born baby adolph because she'd married a catholic...Everyone was talking about it, mortified, embarrassed for her...it was years later I saw the baby pic as I loived 100 miles away...anyway when I saw it I had to laugh, because the fucking picture did look exactly like a baby aolph hitler...because of the hair color an dcut a shadow over his little lip (sorry jamie! u know its funny too dont you?) ...I was like comforted in fact because I realized she was just bold enough to call em as she sees em...so honestly...too honestly? How the fuck is it ever possible to be too honest in the darkest deception....THEATRE of WAR hires random mild mannered med students thru craiglsit job openings, threatens family if they talk....mind fields and mine fileds....

This kid didnt do this...its a bigger much more scarier invitaion into being dazzzled into bigger violence? who knows....I heard a few stories about some of the victims and felt I spoke too harshly in my last post...stories I wont ever forget...did truly make an ever lastung impression, and Im grateful to the president for highlighting one of them...but as that advice for all fo us to remember when the gubfire starts everywhere? Keep pressure on our loved one's arteries as they bleed out?

I could have fainted from sorrow on hearing an interview with a grandma who'd just lost her husband weeks before and now a little 6 yr old from the gunfire...but notice how the Disney company owned news uses  brightly colored graphics with hugely dramatic titles: "Movie Theatre MASSACRE" while GE owned news simply calls it "Tragedy in Colorado"...my point is there are a million people out there spawned by a SanduskyHitlerJaneKartschHolmes (if he's in fact guilty) personality...I should take it down a notch so as not to sound as if Im boldly beckoning it....some moron will shoot me too one day...but I will still blame Jane Kartsch for my death...even more than Deborah Me SO Ghetto Moore....

The fore fathers woudl have hoped by now 200 years of evolution would have us all at least capable of shutting the fuck up, listening, and  speaking the questions that are already blatantly right in front of us...asking themselves.

Marilyn Manon comparisons to Columbine were more a distraction from talking about Grand Theft Auto....both by stupid people and the truly evil....anyone is capable of killing anyone at some point if pressed....

Yes Motherfuckers, discussing my exiled descent into poverty could have saved lives...Ask my x-cousin in law laura if I didnt just say to her the day before the shooting "I totally understand why some people go ballistic in McDonald's" because I have the luxury of contemplating the injustie done to me and processing it relatively comfortably, calmy...at teh same time eternally grateful that I am lightyears from ever doing such a thing....but what if I was emotionally kidnapped by a foreign power's operatives...one of the most important communications of how real such insanity is is in the firt Mission IMpossible movie when they take the Iowan parents out of their house in handcuffs naming them as cocaine traffickers or something...its almost comical and yet  who knows!! So sadlt the "amerocan ' people are so vastly blubberishluy brain damaged they cant step back and ask questions...they prefer to cgime in, use it as an excuse to become emotional...vent....I mean its all real...but so disappointing....

Public will never know what happened because they dont really want to...they eat up whatever shit Call of Doodie propaganda put out through DOD budget produced seduction...i mean its embarrassing...in a movie back in 2007 there was a trailer with video game "soldiers" playing in a rock band having fun in sand buggies with chicks and what not....it was like....I was the only one who laughed....people scoffed at me as if I was being disrespectful...it was a recruiting ad fro military service....o man

Where is the REAL Fucking Mugshot?

I mean am I truly the only person on the planet who wonders why it appears that the Aurora police have deleeiberately chosen to Add to the drama of this shooting massacre by using a photo that was supposed to look like a mug shot? As minor a move as this seems...looking deeper into the smallest inconsistenies is where the public gets real answers and closure...not with all the bs, temporary caring...pretending "We will not forget" chanting garbage...Im sorry! But the truth hurts! I wish it wasnt true but although Ive heard names of victims a few times...I already dont remember!...and so that makes me a bad guy for saying so out loud? Because the moronic public only has coffee break time to contemplate the event...In my mind the real story will be lost in all the sensationalism...

Maybe this is the same guy? If it is I would argue photographs do lie. But more importantly, the point is that no one in the media even questions the fact that they don't seem to be pictures of the same guy. No one questions anything.

They just repeat over and over again, insincerely, the words "we will never forget"... "Out of this darkness a brighter day is gonna come..." All CRAP as seen in the effortless way the reporting TV personalities change gears from Aurora, to the weather, to the Olympics, life goes on....Sure we're momentarily touched. I cried when I heard about it...but will be accused of heartlessness by talking this way? That kind of safety in numbers thinking is what gets in the way of understanding how this could have happened....Im having trouble swallowing the fact that the girl who survived the Toronto shooting just happened to be at the shooting in CO...Could never in a million years explain it by myself...but instead of a web of questions and attempts at answering those questions the media just turns it into a show...

Was James Holmes Hired as an actor to enhance the movie goer's experience by the real killerS? Told to...ok stop...they say he was receiving as many as 90 packages at work from UPS...but was he? Were they signed for? A frame job sounds far fetched but makes more sense then believing this mild mannered, gifted person snapped so insanely...as per usual...the public's LOVE of spectacle always trumps any true detailed investigation by reporters...

Look at the orange in his University photo ID. It looks like a prison jumpsuit color...I dont believe this was an accidental choice on part of police to use this photo instead of actual mugshot....The smugshot of his red headed alter ego-could be the same guy...but more importantly might be the REL: guy who got away? The mugshot probably wasnt released because his face is all black and blue from the cops who decided to play judge for all of us with questions left unanswered....the testosterone court of the macho fist seems more powerful than office of the president...seriously? What "law" forbids the fucking presidnet fom walking right into the prison and seeing what might transpire? Even if nothing....the act of trying says so much still... but the president like the hired actor position it really is at this point in time...actually takes a back seat to hot headed cops who left the circumstantial evidence go to their heads? Set a NEW PRECEDENT Mr President. Let the emotional stories of the victims, their heroism, whatever,  be told by those who dont have YOUR access...A law I dont know about athat gives cops more power than the president?  The entire world really would be watching, the families of the victims would really be eternally grateful to see a president with balls simply cut to the chase and ask at the source..."Why?" Even for trying people would applaud....but we're supposed to beleiev the police always know best? No matter how many times theyre caught lying, shooting, killing....nothing is ever fresh anymore...what a totally pasteurized to the death society....no one wants answers because underneath it all people barely care about anything anymore really-so good at pretending and going along with what is expected...as is the word improvise went out the dictionary widnow...i dunno...

What are they going to say to the President if he DEMANDS to talk to Holmes? They'd probably create a story to silence the presidnet...next thing they'll be on death ro together...afterall that's how they do thing sin China...all about big dick convenience running the show...shows...AMC theatres biggest chain in the world...also a deal that went thru 2 months ago?

More Evil than Monsanto is The Public Mass Stupidity

Common sense up and out the windowed....it's legal for parents to polyurethane the nurseries of their newborns, or cosmetic companies to dissect the eyeballs of innocent animals to test news mascaras for ugly whores no matter how much makeup they put on women....but because no one has figured out any other way to console people who have sadly lost people in car accidnets we have to be pushed down into our chairs and pretend to listen to more and mpre bs about why the world isnt the perfect place they try to keep it being on their watch...the egomaniacle, pointless, backwardsness of brb

Tomatogate: Upside down tomato plant garden could be illegal in Newton

So many things just don't make sense. Stupid backwards people are too often alowed to have final say not because of any strong argument but because of the tediousness required to interact with their sorry asses. Can't believe everything you hear, or read online, but I've heard that Sen Dick Durbin, the author of Senate Bill 510 either works for, or used to work for Monsanto...just when it seems people are coming to their senses about the hypocrisy of the centuries old marijuana laws suddenly the illegalization of growing even tomatoes at home is being turned into an issue....Monsanto is obviously thoroughly aware of how completely roll over coward, shit swallowing and spineless the vast majority of the American public is. The mindset that thinks "Who cares. Wtf do I want to grow tomatoes for anyhow?" is the mindset that unfortunately rules..

One day an article will read as follows, and even fewer than today will be alarmed...or broken hearted: "NYC Police Commissioner Raymond Kelly issued a memo to police not to arrest people for growing tomatoes in public view. In June 2012 Gove Cuomo made worldwide headlines when he called for the closing of this much abused loophole to NY's 35 year old decriminalization law. Meanwhile, legislators have introduced fix it bills: A. 7620 and S. 5187. You can learn more by reading this report by Jon Gettman PhD http://www.mpp.org/states/new-york/

Calling All Corps. AMC Anyway

I have to hand it to the Chinese. I imagine they might respect my insight just as much. Give me recognition for noticing at least-as opposed to the typical American mindset that has me thrown into padded white jackets...cant even say the word cell...the idea that that really has more an dmore become opur reality. Average people comfortable trusting their children's future in the hands of tis propogandic image of police...its been in the making for decades...republican party/ Simply Human Nature to party? Will never know...dont necessarily need to know...oh...so I'm writiyng because I juts got off the phone with the Aurora Colorado police dept. Or so I thought.

I called 303-739-something and thought I was speaking with a female dispatcher...openly friendly, seemingly thoughtful...I asked her if she knew who decided not to release the mugshot of James Holmes. She told me to try watching less TV. I swaer to you, call her and ask her if she didnt suggest that I was "letting it get to me"!

How is it Americans became so goddam stupid you could sell them mayonaise made from recycled liposuction as long as it looked the same. So 2 points for the Chinese.

I dont know what it is. But I feel there is a connection between Nick Berg in wherever he was(the first of the beheadings? Dec 2003 just before the war....the puppeteers are not the icons used to play the community chess games on TV news.

Such a simple question!!!! I cant find out why James Holmes' mugshot isnt/hasnt been released, or more importantly who made that decision, because instead the "reporters" would rather repeat over and over again their condolensces by saying "We may never understand..." From the very start convinced they will not understand! Does anyone not find that amazing? The superficiality of it all is embarrassing! Yet so accepted why? Just plain laziness? Fear of boogeyman? Im supposed to be the one who is embarrassed for trying to call to just get my own question answered? Have her infer I need a "break"...loony? Really dumass?

If peopl ewant to "stop" bad things from happening how about they start with the miniature shit? By recognizing personally hypocriys one takes on working answers. Step by step word by word....

I encourage people to call "news rooms" and check out the smug asshole who answers, as they're only used to being seen as a form of celeb or something....I previously had called eyewitness news and some chicks politely says "I have to pass u to someone else..." and it goes to the recording for people who want autographs....so unbelievably arrogant...I tried to show Henry at News12 how exploiting Kerry Knndy's problem for his ratings (her name simply does that and they want to pretend everyone is the same...duh) I wanted to point out he form of bulying the media is constantly engaged in and seemingly oblivious too....he hangs up on me...because he has a "job" to do....no room for mind trusts.

If I ask him why Jennelle Brunelle doesnt edit in a shot of herself knocking on Gov Cuomo's door for "answers" he's thinking Im being sarcastic, when really just trying to point out perfect examples of the foul...this disrespect has neurosurgeons forced to work in McDonalds (if thats a true story about Holmes) but dr's working in McDonald's is Obama;s fault? Really? Stupdity needs to be outlawed? Then the prisons could be in charge of the world andn Monsanto their lovely wife...our new kitchen. Its sad to admit it will happen because people prefer to hold on top their stupid...who's to say? Maybe they should be allowed....I officially lost my train of thought.

mug shoddy

Something's wrong with Aurora police not having yet released mugshot of Holmes, (maybe even that not one person got a pic of him at all), and that the guy was potentially set up as retaliation-no matter how "obvious" it may seem to the drama loving American public, viryually incapable of asking the most basic questions to get at the truth (because it might force the inquirer to revisit their own guilt and hypocrisy as THE very reason , no matter how indirect it may seem) THE very reason things like this happen in the first place...people are SO quick to ostracie someone else over nothing...so much deception so much game...so tired...)

Dan Meyers Bullied Holmes?

Something about the defensive way he uses the word "voluntarily" makes me think this guy drtove someone over the edge...THAT is bullying...

Dan Meyers, the medical school's communications director. said  about James Holmes: "He was in some of the research towers," Meyers says, and "voluntarily left that program."

Parts of research facilities are secured and require card entry. "His access was terminated," Meyers says. "He was in the process of completing withdrawal."

Meyers would not say if any particular event led to Holmes' withdrawal and repeated, "He voluntarily withdrew."

Dick Durbin and Monsanto: An Unholy Alliance Putting an End to Agricultural Freedom. Bill Written By Monsanto Exec to Outlaw Growing Food. Jail for Growing a Tomato...

By Aimee Levitt Tue., Aug. 31 201

Durbin: Slave to Monsanto?

​ A hysterical rumor has been making its way through the Internet over the past few months alleging that Senate Bill 510, the FDA Food Safety Modernization Act, is a threat to small farmers and gardeners who like to grow their own fruits and vegetables. Worse, the bill was introduced by Illinois Senator Dick Durbin who is secretly in the service of the evil overlord Monsanto. Let's look at these allegations, shall we? We'll examine a blog post by Michael Kwiatkowski which ran on firedoglake.com on August 10 and has been widely circulated on Facebook since then. The firedoglake provenance would appear to give it some legitimacy, but look closer. The post ran on The Seminal section. That's not the news section, the one that's staffed by journalists. That's the community site, to which anyone -- even someone with a crackpot theory -- can contribute.

The post is headlined "Congress is Moving to Criminalize Home-Grown Food" and begins, "Congress -- at the apparent behest of Monsanto -- is moving to make it a crime to 'grow, own, trade, transport, share, feed and eat' one's own food." This, friends, is an excellent example of taking quotes out of context and twisting them to serve other purposes.

This piece of "legislative filth," Kwiatkowski notes, is sponsored by Durbin and his seventeen co-sponsors include "Lamar Alexander, Kirsten Gillibrand...Orrin Hatch and the late Ted Kennedy (what the hell?)."

Let it be noted that the original bill was introduced in the Senate in early March 2009, when, we know now, Kennedy still had nearly six months left to live and was, therefore, still able to co-sponsor Senate bills. Maybe the skulduggery lies elsewhere?

The text of the bill, in both its original and amended versions, is available online for any citizen to peruse. There's also a summary, in case you don't feel like plowing through the 266-page original.

The gist of the bill is to expand the authority of the Secretary of Health and Human Services, the Secretary of Homeland Security, the Food and Drug Administration and the Environmental Protection Agency to prevent events like the current salmonella outbreak and current egg recall. (And if you don't think the panic is real, have you tried to purchase a carton of eggs at a farmer's market in the past week and a half? It's been next to impossible.) It would require "each owner, operator or agent in charge of a food facility" -- ranging, presumably, from small organic farms to behemoths like Kraft and Monsanto -- to provide the government with more documentation of potential problems, like, say, salmonella outbreaks, so the government will have an easier time monitoring their distribution and finding out just how far, exactly, the contamination may have spread.

The Homeland Security part comes into play with imported foods, which will be subject to the same increase in documentation as domestic products.

Writes Kwiatkowski:

On its face, a reading of the bill appears to give a reasonable concern for food safety. After all, it is important to protect human health from contaminated and other unsafe foodstuffs. But closer reading reveals that the discretion given to inspectors, and the general wording of the bill as a whole, would ensure that the larger producers would never have to face serious inspection -- it's the non-corporate, smaller food growers who stand to be most affected.

Why's that? Kwiatkowski launches into a long digression about how high-fructose corn syrup is responsible for girls reaching puberty at earlier ages and increased childhood obesity.

One of his own commenters, Rayne, points out that Kwiatkowski's information actually comes from the conflation of three studies. One, by the University of California, links increased fructose consumption in children to increased diabetes. Two other studies, one by Cincinnati Children's Hospital, the other by Emory University, examined the early onset of puberty. The hospital identified weight gain as a possible trigger. Emory blames genetics and birth order. But none of the studies, as Rayne points out, has anything to do with high-fructose corn syrup.

Kwiatkowski believes that the Senate bill will exempt Monsanto from any regulations and allow it to run roughshod over American food and agriculture and drive small, organic farms out of business.

How the bill proposes to do that is unclear. It refers only to government agencies. Monsanto is a corporation, not a government agency.

The link between the bill and Monsanto, apparently, is Durbin's alleged servitude to the Missouri-based corporation. This information doesn't come from Kwiatkowski's post itself, but from a post by Steve Green on the site Poor Richard's Blog entitled "S510 - Illegal To Grow, Share, Trade, Sell Homegrown Food SB S510 Will Allow Government To Put You In Jail ...." (Poor Richard's, among other things, recently suggested that Google and the CIA are in cahoots.) Green, it turns out, actually works for the radio host Jeff Rense.

Rense is best known for being a rabid conspiracy theorist, though he also dabbles in "exclusive" reports of UFOs, pandemics among humans and animals, Holocaust denial and "Obama's stunning march toward martial law." Make of that what you will. (Rense is also a native of St. Louis and an expert on the life and career of the tenor Mario Lanza.)

Anyway, Green's article attempts to summarize the bill, which, he writes, "would give Monsanto unlimited power over all US seed, food supplements, food AND FARMING" and "deconstruct what is left of the American economy."

Some more highlights:

It puts all US food and all US farms under Homeland Security and the Department of Defense, in the event of contamination or an ill-defined emergency.... It would remove the right to clean, store and thus own seed in the US, putting control of seeds in the hands of Monsanto and other multinationals, threatening US security.

Green's summary literally made Gut Check scratch our head and go back to the original bill for a thorough re-reading and then a feverish search of the official bill summary for mentions of the Department of Defense and of seed cleaning.