How Censorship CREATES Poverty

Ok. Now it's starting to become so clear...its just not possible to be any more so clear....For every person who ever told me to "move on" this is my response to your masked insults. Recently I'd written to a few old Crotonites maybe a coupla yogis about the injustices....instead of ignoring me I find it fascinating that they take the extra step of blocking me, or "reporting" me to facebook as an abuser. When this is EXACTLY how this such forum is so incredibly valuable. People ar eso turned off by anything that requires dialoging in a new way, because theyre spent after all their porn or shoppig sites....tthis kind of laziness is what allows a country to be tricked into a fght, say a 11 year war DESIGNED to appeal to lowest common denominator who wer eallowed ot come into power, in order to take the suicidal leap with brilliantly designed propaganda...maybe Donald Trump i right, in that just like Castro, who studied acting in Hollywood before his "revolution"...war has always been a kind of caged fighting meets NFL Superbowl ever since Eisenhower first DARED to point it out. Fine you wantto go play yellow ribbon hero, because that will "get you ahead" because "that's what people want to hear from other people?"

Anyway, i digress.  For the 6+ yrs Ive been on facebook as far as I knew I'd never been 'blocked" in any way by anyone. In the same way I cursed out my (practically sister growing up) cousin Melanie in 1993 for leaving me lieterally on the street because she thought I was making up a story aboyt being beaten up by the woman cop months before....I wish Oprah fuck it Ill take Dr Phil at this point would ask her "What exactly did she do for you to have so much doubt? Not trust her in such an emergency situation no less?" This is exactly why poeple get to the point of killing themselves-when their own loved ones, who they've never crossed before in their lives no less, turn an attempt at dialoging in order to make straight again into an attack on their stupidity as if on purpose....They would rather cling to their backwards pov then save the life of their own family...She's a republican btw...In public she (and her mom and sister) will send you to the local church when one is down and out....forget about renting a room from them, they wont even associate. The shame is theirs alone, originally I was just trying to fix asap b4 it was too late...but the response did turn me into an asshole I admit....But Im glad I didnt kill myself even though they'd have preferred a quickie funeral and a few croc tears to fix my problem.

The whole entire "Scofflaw/Farebeaters" crime initiative was something concoted by the MTA. This statement by Termaine Jackson in a 1993-94 newspaper article was about a (supposed) $80 Million in revenue loss, because they were rationalizing giving 200 BILLION to some french company who's designed the metro cards. Probably a team of cracker hackers who have scared the shit out of MTA accountants ever since by FUCKING with their books digitally and threatening them with taking the fall for it if they go against...THAT is what it's all come to.

 The very first person I realized had blocked me was my own family member, a cousin named Diane who I spoke to for the first time in 10 yrs on my last birthday. Her brother called 3-way with her almost a year ago now, and I was late for a chiropractor appointment, so we barely got to talk for 5 minutes.  But THAT was enough for her to block me on facebook. I know this because I'd sent her a friend request long long before, so long before I even forgot, but then suddenly I kept getting an error message that read "Page does not exist". So what had I done? Nothing. But those are the moments when you know people are talking. 

Ironically all I ever go on and on about is exactly THAT talking that kills...thats conversation that kills....and why? Because I got royally screwed up an dinstead of committing suicide I actually CHOSE bravely perhaps? To address it in the only way I had available to me? Fine dont give me points, but add to it? Jane ADDED to it, Bikrma ADDED to it...anyone who went out of their way to ADD to my astronomical LOSS goes onto the project list...and just like the anatomy chapter in 10th grade biology I will dissect their mother fucking brains WITH WORDS!!!!! Because that swht my forefathers taught me, thats what Im SUPPOSED to do as a brave american....and you all can pretend Im so freak psycho harriet the spy recording your lying cheating asses as far back as a teenager!!! I have Nancy fucking Kennedy on tape at the age of 14 trying to turn Tracey Villeneuve Dorien against me....Nothing in my life has ever frustrated me more than lies over NOTHING. Lies for popularity games...Guess who still consider themselves friends? Nancy the liar and Tracey the genetically obese hater. Nancy Kennedy just "friended" my brother a few weeks ago! My brother who hasnt spoken to me prefers to speak with Nancy Kennedy why? My brother yelled at me as I drove by my entire family gathering at his house on xmas eve that he would call the police if I didnt DRIVE away...I hadnt even gotten out of the car or'd been there 2 minutes. But Ray and Nancy are simply in investment protecting mode. Oh sure they probably had a "heart to heart" when they discovered something in passing in common....but ayway IMgetting off track. The point is. Here is an opportunity to try to make a lousy $50 that I desperately need...but Im stopped. Im censored because if I sent a bitchy message, and "unfriended" bitchy message to people like this in my life they DO call the fb police! "Report" says the option's button...but look at this pic of what fb said when I tried to respond to someone in order to possibly make a little money....cut off....So Jane's fingerprints are directly on this one, and hell my own family acting like this even let's Jane off the hook to some degree....but this is not a waste of time to see this for what it is. The ONLY thing that makes Nancy's Kennedy's life more fun (certainly not better) is money. I overheard someone talking about her oldest buy a few months ago as a stuck up asshole...true or not....I know Nancy's decision to get married sounded back then so incredily "arranged" and unromantic (the story was Paul had just been rejected by a shorter blond barely a few months before) IN other words this was a BUSINESS deal from the start...maybe because everyone was still so traumatized by the stains in the back seat of someone's station wagon...oarents felt rushed to MAKE POWERFUL , all for the best reasons Ill agree, well intended anyway...but the MONEY isnt allwoed to stomp those of us who waited for the love...only to ended up screwed over in other ways fine....Part of my writing style btw is to loose your fucking asses as I simply recall as much as possible for the edited version and when it comes out one day....then it will all MAKE CENTS. The cents you have to make in order to be taken seriously by sellouts and hypocrits and liars and ASSHOLES galore.