Let Me Tell You Why NFL Sucks

   All these years I've been making the mistake of referring to it as "football"realizing that could mean soccer...an duh now, I realize actually how much in fact I've loved footaball in my life playing it with flags as a child (funny type o gotta leave that. footaball...) Anyway it sucks because from here? Now today NFL looks, and who's kidding who, is very much what Pro Wrestling has always been made fun of. Its perversion. Oh how it sucks to address small minds. Or I should say concucted small minds. Concucted hateful small minds. Concucted hateful dangerous small minds.

   I want to go to the KKK meeting the local news is hyping in some story tonight. When will the public ever fully understand the sensationalism that goes into every aspect of "news reporting"....I want to attend the meeting because I want to explain to the organizers how they're probably wrong in their oversimplification of what's "wrong" in the world" but also tell them I understand how they could come to the wrong conclusion, as Im surrounded by the scum of the earth presnetly who happen to be black...and as a matter of fact almost every single devastating thing that's happened to me in my life is connected to a black person...etc.......the very act of going, the very EXERCISE of moving my fucking legs and breathing with my fucking lungs, seeing with my fucking eyes and listening is the only fucking thing worth doing in life-and now more than ever needed....dear sweet listening. As simple as total stillness and quiet, but no...the human race turned into cock roaches by commercialism will eat up the planet with as much gratitude as a silk worm. No matter what the skin color.  When did the "news" stop discussing the role of the cathoilc church in Nazi Germany for example? Instead of gettng into the intricacies of bs factors in human relations we go on looking for the sacrifice! The crucifications-THAST what the church is about but never waht Jesus was about! There';s your news story. The cia used to pit certain societal groups against each other I read somewhere...all a bunch of life size parlor games really...to direct markets. Get it? IN the name of peace, peas, and pee, and a whole lot more. When youre a genius the world is your oyster the rest be damned if they cant keep up or figure it out...stupid people keep each other in line, by simply being stupid...

I get it now KKK? But that doesn't mean I have to go be indoctrinated. That means maybe by one fucking person saying to angry people 'I get it.' It diminishes the hate just enough 1 person might be spared fromm the act. But people are programmed to be self conscious, more worried about looking gooy than getting something done. EVERY FUCKING THING YOU DO MATTERS. Find your fun in realizing that fact from now on,

in fact it looks like there's no ozone layer at all anymore doesn't it? Look at that ring! That aint no rainbow.

   No harm in continuing to believe they always will. But then you wonder. When you look at that shot of NASA's (?) from space tonight. Its not a good thing to see the pretty little (bigger than ever) city lights, as it looked like the beginning of fire cracking through a shell thats no longer lubricated with that source of, oh in fact now that the oil is all blown back into the sky it looked like the firs from the volcanoes in side the earth were going looking for the oil in the air.  . The start of a fire...here come the fires of hell....but the businesses of interfering in other peoples' lives took over and no one has been paying attention to a bigger reality ? Ya thats what that photo looked like ...I gotta go find it and put it up. Diane Sawyer was calling it lovely, and cute....and if it were disny ya those would be the words....My stomach still feels sickly butterflies. The earth seemed to be breaking into pieces from this fire, as easily as a chickn breaking thru the shell of an egg,  over heating from the inside, searching for the reincarnated oil in the atmosphere, taking on another form, morphing into something a million times more penetrable. Piercing, like chemical lasers...do you see it too?

I realize now it's not at all the football that I've been hating, it's the commercialization used to be a bad word. When I was growing up it was just on the cusp of sleeping with the devil. Outr lives were so storybook I guess poeple got bored. As a kid I took an interest in what they call "communications" today, but really it's fucking SHOW business...in one way or another. My grandmotehr couldnt articulate why it was so evil, so we fought about it...but now I see what she was feeling. A truly dangerous violence in the air that occurs when too many people are hungry and  ready to "party", as in head butting politix like rams and jets (even the word jet! The jet FUEL......anyone over the age of say 30-35 has no excuse to not be doing everything in their power to help-and it takes as little as sitting the fuck down and shutting up, and meditating, ya meditate with the TV on.. a man stabbed a woman in the chest 17 times last night, people stood by filming a man being squashed by a Q Train so they could show it to someone...or even just watch it over an dover again themselves? We've allowed "scary" people to dictate because if you can just hide out and avoid...but the cherries run out Virgina. Fuck the NFL, Fuck professional wrestling, Fuck the Pentagon for using entertainment to create this mentality of roid head gladiators .... that poor family of Ki-Suck Han, I wouldnt be suprised if any one of thousand people set it up for some kind of commercial news paper needing to survive, 1000s of jobs that are starting to require sacrifice....I havent seen the Star Chamber in a long time...its not the same thing but oh no, its Network...its the prophecy of Paddy Chayefsky coming to roost...How to traiage murder stories for most effective societal communication?(assuming the goal is to maintain peace and not incite (which so many are paid to do)...the 20 yr old daughter said teh most profound thing to news cams tonight "Ya. It would have been great if someone had helped him up." Not because Ki-Suck Ha was any ore or less important than any one else, the ugliness that surrounded human kind in that story needed true prayer for weeks, years, decades, centuries...but they have to share the airwaves with some cracked out off spring of god knows what who even with a million dollar footaball contract an da new born baby? I mean Im sorry of course for their family, but probably a family that breeds this shit...JUST like the family Ive had the life sucked out of me by over the past 10 yrs...to the point that late in life, Im talking around the age of 46 I started to understand why not black people, but poor black people (and really just poor people) can so royally suck in their own special way.....If youre gonna tell someone theyre wrong-you dont start with those words. I wouldnt be surprised if some disgruntled or bored person just felt like fucking with the news...and tahts why "communication" break down is the trend....i gotta spare my eyes from the fire of this screen...like Prometheus we all are right? Burning ring of fire.