sos is there a doctor in the haus?

I think Im being poisoned. I know no one would give a shit if I am...but that doesn't mean I didnt wish one goddam person cared enough to actually do anything....I guess blogging is kind of masturbatory now that I think of it...my sos has always been more colorful creative maybe....forever amazed when no one responds to it...ya its heavy. The perfect crime...slow murder inc. What Bikram yoga did for me? Why not scream every 4 letter word you know at the person who killed you? The person who killed your family? The person who is motivated by perpetual 5th grade insecurities kills you off-when you had so much to offer...why pretend to be noble when nature calls for the boldest of fuck yous? Paul Klugman's wife said it best....you cant back down from bullies...they have no soul...the world is run by people who would run over their own dog because people think they want things or want to be things theyre not...intelligence can be acted...in such a dumb world...that whole sheep thing...beautiful only when someone is allowed to actually make decisions after careful prEyer...but now the country is run by corporate counterfeit money and a set of military rules ...written by the most callous cut throat clock work orange,...where the Ramapo 12 yr old rapists children of color? didnt anyone get the message in the movie Toys? Grand Theft Auto is the same thing as Call of Dooooooodie...mind conrol...sheep thing, the chinese have it so down....now theyre shuving Rubio down our throats...casey anthony probably has the same "agent" you need "agents" to be on TV because that is what the CIA does...it makes sure people lik eJohn Lennon don't throw theior idea of balance off center....their idea of center....praying is more about letting the center find me...so thats why when I do die, I will blend, recycle, just fine....its just such a shame...I really did have more to offer than a few 100 great ideas to make others rich off of....

• Dioxins are a group of chemically-related compounds that are persistent environmental pollutants.
• Dioxins are found throughout the world in the environment and they accumulate in the food chain, mainly in the fatty tissue of animals.
• More than 90% of human exposure is through food, mainly meat and dairy products, fish and shellfish. Many national authorities have programmes in place to monitor the food supply.
• Dioxins are highly toxic and can cause reproductive and developmental problems, damage the immune system, interfere with hormones and also cause cancer.
• Due to the omnipresence of dioxins, all people have background exposure, which is not expected to affect human health. However, due to the highly toxic potential of this class of compounds, efforts need to be undertaken to reduce current background exposure.
• Prevention or reduction of human exposure is best done via source-directed measures, i.e. strict control of industrial processes to reduce formation of dioxins as much as possible.